Hurting isn't working
Emotions erroding and flooding
Tears create havoc
For poetic influence
The pain that I feel
Most people ignore
I'm lookin through the window
Of this double glass door
Shatter this glass
Like u shattered my life
Scattered pieces emptied
No more feeling inside
How could you do that?
Look in my eyes
My soul is crying out
From my solitude life
I had everything
My answer was you
Now my anger and depression
Got the best of me too
Writing with a pen
Bleeding through ink
Heart is pouring out
Reality overcomes dreams

Are u feeling my hurt?
Or is this just a blurr
Are you sincere or concerned
For this fire that burns
This is it
Fire burning my heart
My life is the end
From my emotions that start

Picture perfect potrait painted
Leaves my memory freshly tainted
Stained from my past and the history of
Relationships failed is the death of us all
Girls and boys become women and men
Now I thank you for not takin' my hand
Finally this man has moved on
Reopened my heart
Im ready to go the distance
It's not really that far....

Look into my eyes
There is emptiness, loneliness, nothing inside
You may not see it
But know it is there
By the crack of my voice
You know it is near
I start to shiver, start to shake
Tears rolling down my face
I'm starting to break
The pictures are fading
They're just in my head
I can't get them out
They're dying.......they're dead
Memories in a box
Of what used to be
Time has moved on
What happened to me?
I'm stuck in a place
Of where I once was
Searching for feeling
Searching for love
Screaming for God
Calling your name
I just want you back
I'm going insane
My heart is now shattered
Once unbreakable
That was the past
It's time to move on
Stop looking back
Find someone else
Time to face facts.....