We both sat in this room
neither said a word
the anger and discomfort
in silence could be heard

I don't know what you want
or what I am to do
but if I am myself
it isn't right to you

I hate the nights like this
the way it seems to end
more so when this person
in silence is my friend

I won't apologize
for not using my voice
it's you who slammed the door
...that wasn't my choice

You're locked inside our room
where there's the only bed
I'll sit here at my keyboard
typing thoughts within my head

I love you girl, I really do
But you just went too far
you smoked your crap and drank the beers
then took off in my car

I texted and I called
to which was no reply
and now you're ****** at me
for glaring with my eye?

I won't apologize
for anger inside me
and you just play it off
with such hypocrisy.

I love you girl I really do
But this was the last straw
When morning comes don't be surprised
if I'm not here at all.

I find a distance between my worlds
A difference in opinion
To which I raise my glass and toast
The master and the minion.

One of which is always true
the other just a face
And time to time I fool myself
and somehow lose my place

I ******* tears and feed my fears
and swallow my deceit
then once again I rise against
the truth of my defeat

But which is real and which is not
I do not wish to know
Both are useful, both are me
wherever I may go

I've no regrets save only one
and I don't give a ****
I regret apologizing
for being who I am.