I've never seen myself in these shoes.
It was always my choice.
And when it was,  
I made sure he would seek his happiness before mine.
Does she think of you as much as I did.
Does she really care about you the way I did?
Maybe she's better.
But **** I tried to be the best you ever had.
I've tried and I always will to keep you satisfied.

One down and six to go.
because it takes seven years;
for all your body cells to be renewed.
and I just can't wait,
'till the parts of me that you've touched..
Don't exist anymore.

And you dare
adress me like I'm ordinary
Don't patronize me
Because you know this life
has been cruel to me.
But don't share it's cruelty
Not with words
Not with actions
Try to be artistic with your words
Cause I'm too different
to be told the same things.
And I love you;
is too abused.
And I love you;
Is too abusive.
Try to be artistic with your gestures
cause I'm too different
to have things done for me
like everyone else.
cause hugs are abused.
and kisses like that
are just abusive.