I love you because I do not know how not to.  I love that you have merged between my heart and my soul and how you continue to melt there. I like to imagine when we are at the most gentle of ease, but then I just picture as, doing whatever we please. The gifts of warm, radiant of heat that roles off to you to me is what I crave at night. Just like how you linger through the corners of mind, I want you. I need nothing other than you. To break down these stones and grow with you. Intertwin within your vines. And yet Your shadows are always be hind me and I am not sure weather to be scared or enlighted. I gues we will see.

To be open with myself and others, to break myself completely in your arms and burrow my heart and soul to you. Once I am broken I can finally grow and become something I have only dreamed to become. But I don't just want to grow I want you to grow with me. Intertwin your heat and soul into mine and we will mend to each others wounds and help feed the fire to our passions. To fling all of me to you without a second thought, because I think I know. I think we all know, deep down we all know.  We just have to. I will break down my solid brick walls to be valuable and you will see all of me and I promise not to hide but to imbrace in the everything that is or ever was.

I did it again.  I made an empty promise,  to someone I don't care for,  or barley know.   But yet I still flung my body towards him without a second thought.  Some would feel ashamed and others would not,  but I am on the boarder line of feeling ashamed or to not.  I can't say I wouldn't do it again but yet I tell myself I would.  I am just craving the affection,  craving that warmth.  Even after the 15 minutes of so called "love"  you can't fill the void of loneliness.  You will never get that true beautiful warmth deep down in your tummy knowing that you made love to someone who sees more beauty in you then you ever will.  Someone who cares not just about making love to your body but deep down to your soul.  Someone you can fall apart to in there arms and know they still love you. I am not sure why I keep filling my head with these lousy fantasies that something will come from these empty promises. But it needs to stop. Maybe next time?

I know you and you know me.
We both know the ****** and great things about each other so you see.
You are my best friend and I am yours. I am glad that I found you and you didn't leave me to be bored.  I will always except you no matter what it coasts. Even if you **** me,  my ghost will support you and mend to your thoughts.  You may think you are crazy and in the end you might be.   but in the end it doesn't matter you are still my best friend and nothing can change that,  for I wouldn't let that be.

The room wore darkness and he fit right in. His voice was cold and that's how they all knew of him.  He was lost and didn't know where he was going. All he knew was life was not much to him.  People feared the way he looked even down to his grin.  Then she came along and enjoyed the way his nosed was smushed and that his voice was like smoke exhaling from within.  She was the moon that little up his dark sky,  she was the reason his stars came back to life.  She gave him a purpose and for that he was great full,  the towns people become to understand he was a good hearted man for he was so faithful.  It only takes one to relise your light just to make you understand you can outshine any darkness,  even in the deapth of the night.

We plunge ourself into secrecy but yet we beg to be heard.  
We stand in the shadows but crave for sunshine.
If you stay you must let it all go.  Show me the scares and battle wounds no one else gets to know.  Show me where you cry and your darkest of fears.  I won't try to change you or question your thoughts.  Stand in the light and let it all go,  for when it's all out you hold more power then you will ever know.