Just like the tumble **** that rolls across the empty desert floor…unsettled was her
ability to love compassionately and just like the winds that blew during a ragging storm at sea…unsettled was her heart in its ability to believe in a real love that could ever be, like a broken record she always seemed to missing out in what a real love could or might ever really be, instead she stayed focused on distorted dreams of what an abuser said a real love should be.

So, many dark clouds that had passed in and out of her life over the years had distorted her reality and robbed her of the visions to see, what a real love could be.

She spent the rest of her life in a bottle and locked inside self imposed prison by her passed lovers and unsettled but not by me. A foolish person always wants to have everything without out putting in the work. A truly blessed and wise person accepts and works hard to keep what they have and hardly ever wants for nothing but they get it all in the end.

Think of the last time…you made a mistake? Someone told you not to do it, yet you
did it anyway. He still teaches…were just not listening. Remember, as you jumped
from that plane? You thought you heard a voice say, “Don’t do it” As your shoot tore
open just feet from the ground. He still teaches…were just not listening. That day
you stole those clothes from the store, your mother once told you, “Don’t take what’s
not yours.” He is still teaching…your just not listening. You spent all your money and
the rent is past due, you know what they say, “A fool spends for the day, and the
wise man then receives it and then invests it for the future.” When God sends people
and silent whispers in the wind to teach you about life, receive his words and what
he has been teaching…because God has not stop teaching. But we have stopped
listening for Gods never changing words. He does still teach, you just need to learn
to decipher his words.