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Jay May 2013
I know a girl with golden hair and a face so beautiful that it turns heads,
She has the oldest soul I've ever seen and she doesn't belong here with you and me.
But she stays and she loves and she'll hold your hand,
Because she knows your struggle and wants to help in any way she can.
Watch the way she moves,
Look at the way she smiles,
She shouldn't be here and knows it,
Yet she stays. Craving to give everyone true happiness,
I know a girl with golden hair so beautiful that that sun would be jealous.
She has the oldest soul I've ever seen and she doesn't belong here with you and me.
Her name is Alana.
Jay May 2013
We mold together perfectly
His arms around my waist holding me as though he's done it a thousand times
My arms comfortably held by his shoulders as if the place where his collarbones and neck meets was made just for me to rest my head.
And I'm sure if we got the chance to kiss, his lips would match mine in a sort of perfect harmony.
His eyes seem to light up when he sees me, making them more beautiful every time I see them.
Blue like the sky on a perfectly clear day towards the darkest black of pupils,
Reaching out as a child reaches for its mother into an icy navy blue like the deepest spots of the ocean,
Navy blue is his favorite color.
We like adventures and we go on them.
His imagination and soul seem to match mine as if we've known each other for millions of years.
We could talk for hours like lost lovers and never get bored, we have a thousand times before.
I can show him the sides of me that no one has ever seen and I feel like he's made for me.
I see the good in his heart even when it doesn't show.
I feel that God hand-crafted his idea of a perfect man and gave him to me.
So why am I so afraid?
Why am I scared to hurt him?
Feeling as if I'm hiding behind the scenes in a horror movie, waiting to jump out and destroy him before he has the chance to cry for help.
I don't want to be the one that makes him change,
That turns him into the stereotypical teenage male who once thought it okay to love but now can never feel it again.
I don't want to hurt him and so I will forever remain caught in this cage of fear and pain in order to save my darling from suffering.
I'm willing to do that much for him.
Jay May 2013
Screaming on the inside, but out here I'm silent.
I'm steering this big plane and I'm not even a pilot.
And if I crash and burn,
My life will flash,
All I'll see is people frowning.
I don't think they'd care enough to save my sorry *** from drowning
As if it wasn't enough being pushed under by my tidal waves of demons
I've got an anchor called sadness tied 'round my ankle that pulls me so much deeper.
As I float toward the bottom I try to hold on,
But drowning in the ocean only offers so much oxygen.
Jay May 2013
She is only 14
Drinking straight ***** and smoking ****
Growing up wasn't so fun for her,
The typical split parents whose love just wasn't enough for her,
With 14 siblings they didn't have enough care for her
And so they buried her
In a place in the back of their heads so far away that they just forgot her.
But some still remembered her;
The step-dad that got a little too rough with her
The step-brother that thought it was okay to touch her,
With a personality built from bruises and a broken soul,
She learned to take on the world all alone..

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