I come to despise you
this word, this label
even though, it was muttered
first from my own lips
its sound sings the memories
that hunt my every step
I still remember...
they follow me like shadows
demons mimicking my silhouette
they infect my mind
with each syllable
rehearsed by your lips
you practiced
and twitched in glee by its sound
this word is common
it is used, everyday
its very meaning
is honor and loyalty
every rising sun
a new man will inherit this word
that day, in a brisk, painted landscape
I was brought into this world
and you inherited this word
like a knight swearing by the sword
you inherited me
your kin
I still remember...
they slip into my mind
like a vivid film
glimpse after glimpse
my reel shows me
what this word really meant
it echos a deep nothing
that is left within
the void never filled
it was there for you
this word can not be
sealed with just blood
it is word based on action
without selfishness
it is earned
and felt
yet it was branded to you
for me to say
and forever this word
will be my first
a word that's empty
to me