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Here's my stop
Feet planted
Heart running ramped
Only one thing to say
Do I run or do I stay
The more I think the harder to make
The decision that I'm to take
Your life is made of time
There is no rewind
Do you fly and soar
Or stay as you were
The choose is up to you
What would you do
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Make it stop
The ticking in my head increase
Worse than any disease
The choose is made
I couldn't have stayed
Bang
A life is taken as the sound rang
The ticking decreased
All that is left is the deceased

Im lost in the dark without a flashlight.
I have to feel my way out.
When I look in the mirror I don't see me.
I see a stranger looking back.
I feel trapped in my own body with no escape.
How much more of this can I take.
Before I am truly lost.
Who am I truly?

What am I to you?
I thought I was more than a joke
My feelings where real from the start
You brought me to this
There is no return
This darkness has taken over
I am at my breaking point

Each word is unique in its own way

They can make you feel emotions

Words can be out strongest weapons

I love you is by far the strongest

I can make or break people

Be careful when you use words

It can ruin important things in your life

You tell me you love me
All of which was a lie

That you are scared to lose me
you let me go

I will fight for you, you said
Gave up when times got rough

You couldn't live without I was told
I am here alone and you left


I learned my lesson people lie be careful of who you trust

I thought we could last
In the end nothing ever lasts
My heart bleeds more and more
I thought there was something  here
I guess this is another end in path
Just another scar left in my heart

I don't know what to do
I love you so much
Yet you hurt me so bad
I thought you could be the one
Then reality hit me HARD
There will never be a perfect ending
This isn't a love song

What is the meaning of friendship to you?

To some, friendship  isn't important it's just another title

To me it is very important and without trust and caring it's meaningless

Many things start from friendships, relationships and for some enemies

I will never turn my back on a friend in need

The true meaning of friendship is to be there for them and a shoulder to cry on

I hope everyone can see what I see in the meaning of friendships

I hold this word dear in my heart
It means so much more
If you lose it you'll never get it back
Trust is earned not given
There are only a few to earn it
It may take some time will you wait

I am hurting inside
all I want to hear is it will be okay
you run when I need you
I now am broken
one day I hope you see what I see
I need someone to fight for me
Not walk away when it gets rough

I am hurt and broken
I sit here alone and scared
I want the pain to go away
I run into the bathroom
slowly taking the cap of the pills
at first I thought of suicide
then I took four this is new
no more feeling
I started taking pills more and more
now I can't stop

Today was the today which always scared me
My Worst Fear just came to life
I am the forgotten friend
The one friend nobody cares about
The one friend that never knows anything
The friend not is always ignored
I don't get it, I would do anything for you
You act like you care but you don't
You hurt me for the last time
I'm out of your life, there is no coming back

Can I do anything right
I wish I was as strong as you are
I'm just an evil soul
Wanting to see the light
I ruin everything I touch
It all turns as black as my soul
Stop me if I'm wrong
But I won't be stopped

am I ruining your life
Like I ruin everything
Is this why you don't talk me me anymore
I tried but it wont help
My heart is black
Will you run away before I fill you with black

I feel us drifting apart
I've been trying to stop it
My heart breaks slowly
You leave when i need you the most
I care and you don't
Tonight i am going to fall apart completely

Truth us im not used to having friends like you

Everyone in the life has left

I've been through a lot

Im sorry for pushing you away

I have been trying to understand why you stay with me

its a new feeling it's good but at the same time feels wrong

thank you for everything

There will always be a future for you

Tomorrow can hurt and can't come soon enough

Remember one thing

Tomorrow the people taht hurt you let them go

Don't take the pain from them

Be happy and be you

If my best friend is sad I am sad
someone cheats on them I feel the pain
Wanna fight them imma be there
My best friend is important to me
Mess with her mess with me
Wanna date her I will watch you
I tell her everything
I don't know what I'd do with out ya

I have ******* up a lot
I've ruined many friendships
My problem is I can't control myself
I feel like you are better off without me
Being alone makes me happy
that's all that I have ever know
Loneliness and I will never change
I am a brick thrown into a window
Don't let me break you into pieces

There will always be a end
You control your ending
All you can do is not be scared and write a good one
Against all odds change your ending
Don't wait for a book to write itself
It will never be written
The Ending will come but be ready and stay complete
Don't let people end your effort
The End is among us

When I say im okay I really am not
I say that so you don't worry
Inside I really am not okay
Its a struggle everday for me
Maybe I am hiding the truth from me
I don't want to admit I'm not okay

I want us to be different

Not like the rest

Never to change when we are around friends

You to kiss me in public

Not to care what people say about me

For you to get jealous when I'm with my friends

Me against enemies and friends
They seem to be the same
They can smell blood
They are just like sharks
Any chance they get they hurt you
I feel their teeth in my skin
slowly eating my soul
I realized you can't trust anyone

You were the only thing I had
Everyone has left now I have nothing
I am now complete dead inside
Nothing can bring me back
Soon  I can't go on anymore
I am and always will be alone
There is no light inside of me
The darkness has consumed me
I can't act like I'm fine anymore
Goodbye strength
hello pain

Walking  away is hard
Its hard to let them go
I might be for the good
But It feels like leaving a part if you
I feel incomplete  without them
Its the hardest decision I've  had
You let me down and I'm hurt
I still love you
You have hurt me for the last time

Everyone has bad times
It's the fact of life
It's like breathing
I have to have it to love the good that much more
The good part about the bad is it will go away
It hurts to have the bad
Remember there is someone who loves you
Nobody is truly alone in this world

Lets face reality
People hurt you for fun
People stab you in the back
use you for something they need
act like they care and they don't
They act like they didnt nothing wrong
you deserve better than that
How do you know if they aren't lieing
the answer is you don't
People who hurt you teach you
they don't win you do
Learn from your mistakes

There is a darkness in everyone
Many things bring it out of us
There's different triggers
One mistake and the darkness comes out
When the darkness comes you can't control it

Only you can get me to smile
Laugh when I'm sad
make my day by saying one word
make me weak when I see you smile
I think about all day everyday
thanks for being there for me

I thought I could trust you
Then you used my words against me
I don't think I can trust again
I saw you as the moon and the stars
You alone was what kept me alive
Now I fell dead inside
You make me feel like you were just using me
I would have done anything for you
Now I'm a puppet without its strings
A rose without its pedals
A star without its shine
A river without fish
A shell without an ocean

Nothing is the same
So don't be afraid to stand out
People will always judge you for what they see
you look into the mirror
All you are thinking is why am I different
You let people walk on you like a door mat
Then someone stands up for you
You and him go everywhere together
Then one day when he needs you, you aren't there  
You wouldn't help him when he helped you
You stood there and watch him get hurt
You were afraid and didn't know what to do
Don't be afraid stand up for what is right

Friends are like family to me
They know when something is wrong by the look on your face
For me friends have always been there for me
I have had hard times
I want to say thank you for being there
You were there when nobody else was
You will always hold a special place in my heart

People judge and hurt you

You are perfect in your own way

Everyone has a special talent

Society is lost from the truth

you cant see it but i can

Be the best you, you can be

They say hurtful things becuase they are themselves hurting inside

Don't listen to the lies of the hurt

I hide the real me
people judge and hurt me
I cant trust anyone
My heart is broken into pieces
i cant put the pieces back together
i stay away from crowds
i am alone in the darkness

You are the one that hurts me
because of you i have an armor
Its hard for me to trust again
i can't let people in
i miss you with all my heart
you have a key to my heart
but you arent good for me
you are my weakness

I get a feeling when im with you
you pick me up when im down
you have always been there
thank you for all  you've done for me
I know I'm broken but you can fix it

I feel like people don't understand

I hide how I feel on the inside

slowly I am dying from the pain

But then there was a light inside

It was you who helped me through it

And I wanna say I love you