His life is now a question
He says please, dont give in and make this an abortion
I can give you and him laughter; I can bring you joy
I know u would love to see me play
So why would you think such things,
If this is how you feel?
Isn’t  there another choice for me?
Why arent you happy with me?
Im excited to see the sun and moon,
You make them sound so great!
I count the days until I am born,
But the days keep getting shorter I feel
So please mommy, just remember,
that whatever decision you make for me it cannot be undone.

Imma boss
You wanna be the boss (grow up)
You wanna be in control
call the shots ( be betta than me)
tired of being dominate
I wanna be on bottom
Sit back and relax
Let you do ur job
for once
tired of makin all the plans
with ur **** what goes up neva comes down
st-st-st step up
grow up grow up
step up yea yea
step up (and come met the BOSS!)

Hey boo Ive always liked u cared for u loved u
Ur a special person close to mi heart
One of the few

We got this chemistry thts crazy but amazing
Member back then
Long telephone calls and im’s
We finally back to that again :)
And u make me so la-la-la-la-la
and no matter where I go, no matter who I'm with
I always think of you
ur always on my mind
tht ex of mine dosent know wht he left
my love is so good and u can get it all
but u mean so much to me and we never even met

You’re dumber than a person that dose “smack”
Every day you just chill and choke yourself out
You say you’re happy with your life
Truth is you’re more messed up than then the dude on the fifth floor
Yeah “cloud nine” is nice and “high”
When you crash and burn don’t expect me not to say “I told u so ha-ha”
Just the other day I told u “you don’t have a heart” you give it away to, to many people
I’ve changed my life like a new book
Opened a new chapter
You’re not in it (let’s read)
I can be a real witch! At times I don’t take boosh anymore
Got a new life in front of me
Focused on me this time
I have many chapters in my life; you just were one of them
I’m finding the main point in this new book and guess what it isn’t you
So when you find out what you lost I’ll just throw up my ******* and let the index finger follow “deuces”
PEACE ***** have fun with your messed up life HA-HA-HA!

My heart died once it was bout a month or two ago
It was when u left with a “I’ll be back one day”
I just found out recently you won’t be back one day
But its ok cause I don’t feel for u in the same way I used to
Of course I look at u and say thts my ex baby babe hubby
My first LOVE
Tht I had a life planed with
Tried to have kids with
The guy I gave my virginity to the person tht I thought was worthy of it
The person tht made my life wonderful
Amazing CLOUD NINE
But thts all over wit now
I’ve moved on
Let u go
U want to be friends but thts not possible
Maybe later down the road but not now
My heart is slowly being reborn
I don’t c relationships like I used to
But when I do find a guy thts amazing
Thts my cloud nine
I’ll give him my new heart
And hope and pray to god tht he don’t break it
(Like u did)
I don’t tell ppl I love them unless I actually do
But like Keri hilson says “we were just a beautiful mistake”
Cause we were we had everything in our hand we stood by each other closer than any one
But I’ll find tht in someone else tht isn’t just gonna up and leave
He won’t be a mistake
But let’s see how life plays out…

Im on to the next one thts worth my time
Im no longer here for u
I have better things to do
Im livin high on life wit out u
Dancing to my favorite songs not with u
Im surprised u haven’t got sick of your new rollercoaster
Im on a different one every day
Found the old me last nite
She was all like u truble maka me wht u used to b
This is gonna b a wonderful friendship
Say bye to the the girl who cared
And shy shes gone
We moved on to the next one
**** haters
We don’t give a ****
….

I found how to love once ago
How to move on
Now it’s time to find out how to love again
This chapter is a new start
I have a new heart since I’ve moved on
But this time it’s gonna take a lot for a guy to show me he’s wht I need
I may date or have small relationships
But when I fall for u or even fall in love wit u
U WILL KNOW
So dudes just be patient and show me Ur true self

V1
Got this feelin when I wake up got this new chick (aw I love my new *****!)
We gots lips that ****
Make u stair (like oh my gosh!)
Cant handle both us together (its crazy)
We so amazing so amazing
C
Its so amazing
Lifes amazing
The way we look is so amazing so amazing
So amazing so amazin
Together its crazy its…
So amazin amazin so amazin
Together we so amazin so so amazin
V2
You cant take my new attudie its bitchyer than yo *****
Flipin ppl off left and right (**** u too)
Saturday nite was so amazin so so amazin
**** them haters not my fault we da ****
Love its so ah( scratch tht forget I said tht)
Life is so anazin so amazin
C
Its so amazing
Lifes amazing
The way we look is so amazing so amazing
So amazing so amazin
Together its crazy its…
So amazin amazin so amazin
Together we sp amazin so so amazin
V3
Dancing without pants get ova it
Higher than the ah in amazing
Livin care free once again (plans on fun on plans)
****** wit yo heart dude (sowii ha- ha)
Now off to chill get smoked as hell
Had a long *** day ha-ha it was so amazin so so amazin

This is my NEW attitude ***** back the **** up
You don’t know me runnin ur mouth like u on speed
***** im a mother ****** monster
I aint bein fake u’ve just never seen this side of me  
I play ***** I can **** u up
Just give me a reason
Cause this is my attitude
Im still a sweet loving girl
But get on my bad side
Wake me up on the wrong side of the bed
Ill claw Ur ****** eyes out
I’ll go an messy on ya ***
Look at Ur punk *** ***** self
Let’s c how u laugh after im done wit u
U aint **** ***** go run Ur mouth somewhere else
Go tell your mama
Im tired hearin u
U aint worth my time ***
Cause I got a new attitude
ThatvYou can’t handle ha-ha
Its more bitchyer than yo *****

I like Prada (what you like)
Got ***** in my hand(what u got)
And All yall ******* be like Yadda yadda yadda yadda yadda...
Got **** i don't think u even ******* understand
Come close, you dont even know who i am
Snappin at my *** like a ******* PARANA
You an under ******* achiever gona Snap ya like a twig..
Overdosed nirvana
When im up on the block all the men faint
Their girls hating cause i am who they aint
Im always open so call me for a date
Leave Ur girl behind, she'll never know what hit her
Up through the grass hissing like a snake
She’ll never know what bit

Fine as hell
Said u don’t got a main chick
U lied (but I don’t care)
My new attitude is like **** it I’m on one (and imma get it)
Imam ***** you with my heels on
I don’t give a ******* fine as hell!
Can’t help but get a piece
My New attitude (It takes me over)
She don’t give a **** (she’s out spoken!)
She got skills in her head tht’ll make u trip
Slip and let u slide rite in

How could you just let go
I love you
I’ll never say anything less than that
What we had was like bonnie and Clyde
Strong, wonderful, grate, cloud 9
What happened was 4 the best tho
You and I got different new life’s now
Maybe one day if it happens again than why not  
It would be faith
But 4 now im just standing here till u disappear!
I pick up me feet to c you for a lil longer
Then put them down cause its whts best
I don’t usually label relationships
We used to be “perfect” in the end we were a
“beautiful wonderful mistake”
Something missing in my life
But I don’t know what
Tryin to find the old me…

I’m on some new **** since last week ha-ha (fade)
**** love
I don’t care the way u think rite now
Cause I don’t wanna be loved rite now
I’m goin though a faze were boys are boys
And wht u say but hittin in quitin
Ha-ha we speakin the same lango
And I just don’t care
Ready for tht roller coasta ha-ha
So give be some of tht yum yum yum
Tht good stuff
Cause u fine as **** id tap tht is an instant
Thts wht I told u (ha-ha)
I don’t have a heart for the time being
Let’s play each other
Player (ha-ha)
And then wake up ( ha-ha tht was fun)
Imma score for a winner in the end
a fine *** mother *****

Everyday just feels the ******* same
Go to school, come home
I have different life than u
So I tell my main chick its time to go
Vamanos
This dude I’m wit now just isn’t working
Changing up my life style and attitude
You don’t like so Ur gonin…***!
Now somebody show me some love
Cause I’m missin something in my life
Come be my pace maker
I’m bout to go all Trina on some of these *******
And I don’t sit back
cause like I said I got a new attitude
I bleed on the inside
And write what ya’ll love on this blank paper
I’m doin me hahaha (fade)

I am from elementary days
Where we chased boys and singed stupid little melodies
Where we didnt care about the world just silly toys, and crushes and boys where so innocent
I am from the best Christmas ever
Where we had so many presents it over loaded the front room, almost
Where I didnt know what to play with cause there where so many options and choices

I am from mistakes
Those things that happened
That I wish I could just make go away
Take back, make them disappear
I am from shadows
Cause Im so shy
Hide myself away sometimes
I am from music
B97 70s 80s and 90s songs
Ones that get stuck in your head
Ones that are a MUST go on my iPod

I am from enjoying
You know the times in the world where you dont give a hoot on whats happening and could care less
I am from love
My mom and dad
Family, friends and loving amazing dakotah my baby boy
I am from baptism
When I renew my sins and then messed them up again
But it was a choice we made
I am from long sweet cuddles
The times alone with him
The babying moments
Cute giggles, sweet kisses
Horse playing
Long talks good and bad
Amazing times
Past future and present
The Je t'aime's
And every day moments with him=]

I am from then and now
Ive learned what to do and what not to
Whats ok and whats not
Found more of my inner self
And also found a really loving person that I really! Love!
And am going to marry one of these days:)