I don’t want to face the sun, the moon, the sky
Why open my eyes
When I see what I’m surrounded by
No one knows how the hell that goes on
I’m chained to the agony
That bears on in my heart
Everyday is a war
Killing the enemy occurs in my mind everyday
The despicable soul never rests
It lies within
She’s a monster of insecurity and depression
She screams to escape
So I help her
With tiny white capsules
I finally did it
I killed my enemy
I killed her
I killed me