If I remember correctly,
when you were still
with me,
on that day
when you gave me fifty

When you said,
"It's for your future"

The day I
simply said,
"goodbye"

That night
when I was
laughing

not
knowing that
you will
leave

Gone.
You are gone
you have left me

If pain demands to be felt
then I don't want feelings
anymore

Everytime I think of you
my heart aches
my mind yearns
for the years,
the months,
the days,
the hours,
the minutes
that
I
was
with
you

How can you leave
me so suddenly
so painfully

*And like a
bullet,
you left
me bleeding

and like a
faucet,
my tears
keeps on
falling

How am I
to know what
is real and
what is not

If
all I
do is

get
mad
at reality

and
do not
believe
in
fantasy

During the wee hours
when all is in dreamland,
dreaming of a dream
that seems so real

I lay awake
trying to do
the dream
they dream

As the clock
strikes a quarter
past infinity

my soul
wanders
if
I
am
st
ill
aw
ake
or
z
z
.

I am homesick
For a place
I have not yet found.

A place unnoticed,
I have found.
A place where no one will know
and I will never tell