Soooo not feeling it today,
My sense of humours gone away,
Focus gone and mind askew,
I'll be glad when this day is through.
It started well, I was on song,
But further as the day went on,
All I touched, it turned to ****,
That's about the strength of it,
I hope that it is just a phase,
Or maybe just, one of those days.

Broken dreams,
Broken life,
Broken me,
Broken glass,
Broken promise,
Broken me,
Broken wing,
Broken mind,
Broken wind - ahhhh that's better :)

Once again, I fall asleep,
Watching TV, or some of it,
Once in bed I can't sleep for ****,
When I do, I come alive at 5
Out for a ***, I then must dive,
Snoozing now, bad dreams until when,
The alarm goes off at 7 and then,
I could sleep all day again,
Or just siesta, like in Spain
Not blundering about all day,
Half asleep, as is the way,
Never mind it's almost time,
To repeat the process, once again.

I will tell you a secret
That nobody knows,
I'm totally naked,
Under my clothes,
Tut tut,
What a **** :)

For that small moment of fractured time,
I was all I could be,
In that splintered space I was mighty,
Yet I was free,
Feelings held deep inside flew out of me,
And I was happy,
Venerable and at ease with myself,
Love flowed from me,
You took advantage of my good nature,
And wounded me,
Limping reeling, retreating back,
Safe comfort within,
Confused and aggrieved, you broke me,
Better you had ended me.

Interestingly enough,
I'm not a one, for all this stuff,
Opening soul and venting spleen,
Is not a thing of which I'm keen,
Bodice ripping fantasies,
Romance novels, what are these?
Damaged minds make restless sleep,
Moody buggers digging deep,
Me myself I like to joke,
Too little woman, much more bloke,
A tender smokescreen, lightly veiled,
My inner feelings not revealed,
Yet every so often, I stop and start,
When's words alone, tug at my heart,
There's gifted people, (not like me),
Quietly creating poetry

I joke a lot , I like to please,
It puts edgy peoples nerves at ease,
Some of them I gently tease,
Sometimes I feel a ghastly freeze,
Not all appreciate my banter,
I can't be really any franker,
Small minded grumpy little ******,
I think next time I'll simply blank her.