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Apr 21 · 52
goodbye, forever
you’re leaving me again
but this time, it’s for good
and i can’t even cry
cause i am that shook

i wish you weren’t leaving
but i’m so proud of you
for escaping from the demons
that were latching onto you

it breaks my heart to say goodbye
but i know it’s for the best
and it’s hard for me to let you go
but i know you’ll be in good hands

i wish you all the best
on your new, exciting journey
but while you are gone
i hope you don’t forget me

so goodbye, forever
i'll miss you so
but i'll always look at the moon
and say hello

i love you to forever and back
to infinity and beyond
stay safe out there, my sweet
and don’t forget to stay strong
Dec 2023 · 77
Another Life
jamie-lea harris Dec 2023
he made my heart flutter
softly like butter
with a heart of gold
and hands made of cold

with exquisite taste
and his gorgeous sparkle
and his warm soul aches
but his skin is soft as a petal

with eyes of blue
and a pink undertone
the one that i love
my perfect cornerstone

i will never forget the kiss
that you and i shared
and i will forever miss
the way for me, you cared

i hope in another life
we can make it work
and i hope in that life
you still have that smirk

maybe we just
weren't meant to be
but next time, we'll make it
just you wait and see

it will work out
i'm sure of it
we'll be okay
just please don't quit

for my love is strong
and so is yours
and my heart beats for you
and yours, opens the doors
Dec 2022 · 101
18 cuts
jamie-lea harris Dec 2022
seventeen cuts across my thigh
and one across my arm
i think i might just neck myself
surely it’ll do no harm

i’m not fit enough for this world
i don’t belong on earth
no one on this planet loves me
and i wish i was never birthed

everything i do
always comes out wrong
“you’re so stupid! you’re such a failure!”
is what i’ve heard since i was young

i have love to always give
but no one gives a ****
“no one cares, shut up already
and just be done with it!”

even though i try my best
i think i better leave
please lay me to rest already
and just let me die in peace
tw⚠️ mentions of self harm and suicide
Mar 2022 · 86
Inspiring Smiles
jamie-lea harris Mar 2022
I took a glance at this beautiful woman
with the most inspiring smile
and all I did
was just stare for a while

like how could a simple smile like that
light up my entire day?
it's almost like my fears and worries
just up and walked away

at night I get scared
when that feeling disappears
and I yearn for that feeling
to quickly reappear.
But when it does
i'm on top of the world
and it leaves me
in an excite full whirl.

her smiles as soft as summer rain
her hugs that take away the excruciating pain
her laugh that helps my never-ending hurt
how she fixes my heart with just a single word  

there's nothing i love more
than her pure, precious soul
the way she fills my heart with joy
her hugs that warm me up when i'm cold

her smile's so graceful
and for her
i'm so grateful,
to call her my friend
until the very end.
Mar 2022 · 90
in front of you
jamie-lea harris Mar 2022
There i stood, in front of you
Tears falling from my eyes
And onto my shoe
There i stood, in front of you
You leaned in and gave me a hug
But you didn't have to

The day we met
I knew i found my glue
And you've held me together
Tighter than anyone else has been able to do
We share a bond like no other two
We're like two peas in a pod
And i could never love another
As much as i love you

Since the day we met
You've always managed to put a smile on my face
even when i'm feeling grumpy
Or as iv'e started to lose my strength
You lifted me up, higher than high
So high, i feel as though i'm able to touch the sky

You make me happy
Sometimes mad
And sometimes even
A little sad
I guess that just proves you really are the big sister to me
That i always wanted but never had

Your helping hands
And gentleness
Make my fears disappear
And there's honestly not another person i want
Helping me through the rest of these long, hard years

Your kind prayers
Give me such an overwhelming sense of healing
And your snug, warm hugs
Give me the most comforting feeling

You're my favourite person
To say the least
And around you
My smiles increase

In front of you
I don't have to hide
My personality from the world
My world is better with you in it
For i would be so lost without you
My heart would break in less that a minute

In front of you
I can be myself
Having a sorta sister like you
With a heart of pure gold
Makes my heart melt
And my love for you will never get old

So as i stand
In front of you
You still make my heart so content
You still make me feel safe enough to vent
And your hugs still take away my pain
Like the soothing sound of summer rain
Dec 2018 · 191
Death Bed
jamie-lea harris Dec 2018
Her smile's fake but no one knows, and the ones that know, she knows don't care. she cries herself to sleep each night, she wants to talk and make things right. but she's to scared to talk cause every time she tries they walk, and they wonder why she wants to be dead then lie down and die in her bed.

— The End —