I'll sit here in silence, I wont say a word.
I'll listen to you and you will be heard.
You can say what you need to as long as its true,
You can tell me you've missed me, just like I have missed you.
You can tell me the things that I wont want to hear,
You can tell me your struggles, your pains, and your fears.
I'll be here to listen, right by your side,
I'll be your salvation, your safe place to hide.
When no one is there to hear your thoughts out
Just know that I'm waiting without a doubt.

- Jamie

Your eyes are like lullabies
Just waiting to be read
Your kiss so gentle and so sweet
It sends me off to bed
Your warm embrace alone
Sends shivers down my spine
Just one single simple touch
Makes me so glad you're mine.
It's strange to me that just a text
Puts a smile on my face
You always make me happy
No matter what the case
Your hands are always there for me
Our fingers intertwined.
Just one single simple touch
Makes me so glad you're mine.
A glance my way is all it takes
- my heart begins to pound
I think I know what this all means
- my true love has been found
A kiss, a hug, it just a look
And the stars are all aligned.
And just one single simple touch
Makes me so glad you're mine.

-Jamie

The fear inside screams out my name
Tells me to run, take cover from rain
But what do I do? Listen and hide?
No, grab my umbrella, prepare for the ride.
I put on my rain boots, and although they are soaked,
I step out to an ocean, my fears soon take float.
Drifting away to the abyss that's unseen...
It's time to continue... Grab hold of my dream.

- Jamie

They say that I am lucky, but I'm not sure that's true
They say that I have found the one when they refer to you
I almost laugh at the thought of finding Mr. Right
If only they knew you, and how you love to fight
I guess that's what makes you "special", unique in your own way
I need to remind myself that almost every day.
Why would I pick someone that constantly was fake
I know you and I'm not sure how much more that I can take
I guess that they'll find out eventually who you really are
By then you'll be a memory, just another scar.
I'll add it to the collection, another off my list...
Now it's time to find my love...yet another great first kiss.
Again this makes me laugh, because I know that it won't last
He too will be another memory to add to my troubled past.
I don't think there really is a perfect mr. Right
For afterall, don't we know, guys only like to fight.

- Jamie

I'm all alone
But you're here too
This room is cold
And so are you
My mind it races
My heart it breaks
Just one look
That's all it takes
You're eyes they pierce
Mine quickly close
My mind goes faster
But time has froze
You said it once
I'll say it again
I know my fate
I'll never win
The day grows darker
My heart does too
Thoughts of the past
Of me and you
Now I'm done
Eyes close once more
I see the light
An open door

- Jamie

You're everything I want and everything I need
sometimes I lay awake just to hear you breath
alone you are amazing but together when we're one,
- the passion that's between us is of a thousand suns.
You're heartbeat is the music that runs throughout my veins
You're presence is enough to take away my pains.
My love for you is endless, perfect in everyway
And this I hope to prove to you each and every day.

- Jamie

Today I sat there quietly, didn't make a sound.
I let you tell me off, and I let you put me down.
You told me I was nothing but a worthless empty tomb.
But mom, don't you remember? I once was in your womb.
You're the one who smiled, holding your brand new baby girl
Kissed her on the forehead, said you couldn't love her anymore.
You held her tiny hands, and you touched her little feet...
This is who you waited for for nine long months to meet.
You would stand there in the doorway, you didn't want to leave.
Watched your tiny babys chest move up and down to breath.
She always looked so perfect sleeping in her tiny crib,
And she always looked so **** cute with food dripping down her bib.
You watched her learn to crawl, to walk, and even how to run.
You watched her skip and hop and play under the shining sun.
You held her hand as you crossed the street, protecting her little life
For after all, she was the one you thanked god for every night.
You sent her off to school, but it sure did break your heart
This would be the first time the two "buddies" were apart.
You packed inside her lunchbox a little note that read
"I love you more than anything", and that is all it said.
She knew how much you loved her, and she loved you just as much.
You were the one who soothed her, from just one simple touch.
Remember when she fell off her bike and scraped her little knee?
You bandaged it and kissed it and it was as good as it could be.
You teased her when her tooth would wiggle and eventually fell out,
You left her money that night that you could do without.
You made cookies for Santa, when it was Christmas time.
You read her her favorite Christmas stories, the ones that always rhymed.
You and your little girl, the best that friends could be.
So please tell me mommy, what has happened to you and me.
Now the days are always cold and the sun is never out.
You now have anger in your eyes and you always have to shout.
There is no more happy days where you and I would talk
No more days holding hands while we'd go on a walk.
Now I am older, and you have turned me down
You don't want any part of me, not a single sound.
You want me to be silent, not to say a word.
But mommy, that isn't what I want, I know that you have heard.
I know you hear my muffled pleas as I'm talking through my tears.
I hope you want as badly as me for these grim dark days to clear.
I want to be your friend again, your buddy, and your pal.
I want to talk to my mom, but for now...I don't know how.

- Jamie