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287 · Jul 2019
Of Her Essence...
James Van Allen Jul 2019
Waking from our entangled dreams
Evidence of the night's embrace still linger our flesh
I gaze at my lover still in slumber
Her tousled hair and peaceful aura renew my longing
Breathing her redolence, I am taken to a place outside of time, I become this moment, I have found Elysium
My heart quickens at the sight of her uninhibited exposure, savoring her, my present catherdral
I taste her oral gate, dicerning the seasons of her fruit
We smell and taste of nature's gift, her promise
And in this uninhibited moment, I have found the doors of life, death, and the meaning of existence
141 · May 2019
Splitting...
James Van Allen May 2019
I'm from Dichotemy
Spiritual Lobotomy
Loving whats right, and doing what's wrong
Splitting my mind, I jump first head-long

I'm from a Spirit torn in two
Sometimes you cant have your cake and eat it too
Any decision better than none
Either which way my motives are spun

I'm from the Land of Milk and Honey
With enough effort theres usually money
But with time to think past where to get fed
My spirit is restless, it craves to be dead
121 · May 2019
Magic Fruit
James Van Allen May 2019
Give me a title
But what is the use
Cant quantify me
I make genres obtuse

Try to be golden
But darkness it feeds me
Thrills beg for offering
High pricing for cookies

Escape from the madness
With body intact
Jump right back in
Because feeling I lack

Addicted to chaos
But hate how it leaves me
Emulated the Wanderer
Who hung from the tree of trees

Grabbed for the runes
Read through the Matrix
My eyes, they were opened
But Mimir needs payment

Hell that I've conjured
Talked to its legions
Poetics aside
Ive talked to its demons

Gaining the third sight
They thought I would crumble
Thought Id go mad
Yet feet never stumbled

Out of the forest
Yet crave to go back there
What is my issue
What is this madness

Mimir is calling
He wants his dear payment
Eluded him last time
Next time he might gain it

The sweet taste of fruit
Idunna's it isn't
Its far far more sweeter
But wormed and decayded

Cant taste the apple
Without giving a tooth
Yes I want my cake
Yes I want to eat it too

.45s make light of a strange situation
Terror his payment if no one will pay him
Calm down the chakra, ignore all the chatter
They hate when you ignore them, hate to be outted.
108 · May 2019
Blurble
James Van Allen May 2019
Skittle rediddle in little women quibbles
Low below no you dont.
Bubbles are nice

Ha! Ascent. Hell bent your diddly dore
Nonesense. Askew. Masked. Stop
Caring. Please. Amazing. Wretched.

Echoes of forests passed by the offering of helheim.
Do you see them? Are they mellow or pleasing you say? Shant be gone today. The hoofbeats grow stronger yeah...cant take my eyes away. Hey. Blue goes the Elvin piece. Eh? No. What I want i shant. What I could I cant. Cant cant cant no cant. I can't. Why. Why. No! Why!!

Take this from me
100 · May 2019
Silence, the trees
James Van Allen May 2019
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Silence, the trees
Listen.. the breeze, its voice just a whisper
Notice the air, its language gets crisper
Thoughts will decieve you, so hear with your sorrow
Logic deceptive, stop thought for the morrow

Breathing the taste of her
Smelling the sound of her
Harken the voice of her
Listen list listen her

Listen into the night's wind as your soul falls
Into the trees, let your guidance be done for
Bare out your spirit, let nakedness follow
Undress your walls, so the voice can be hollowed...

Do you see her now calling?
Can you hear it now falling?
Stop listening and hear...
Stop feeling and feel...

Words are inadequate
Eve' metaphor travestic
Stop reading the excrement
Unopen the eyelids

Yes, your prayer is unwinding
You see through the blinding
Talk with her gently
She speaks through your blindness

Face to face you are now with unspeakable speaking
She is drawing you near, now you see why
Hidden beneath these words that I'm speaking
Reveal something more if you hear what I'm seeing

Softly, she is kind
She speaks to those who are blind
Hidden from the sane
Just lose all your shame...she is kind

Lovely darling, she meets you
She sees you, she knows you
Breathe her, she adores you
Now you see her clearly my love
Now you feel her calling my love

Stop reading, join those who know her
94 · May 2019
As above, so is low...
James Van Allen May 2019
Wickedness, disastarous, madness is so below

Think I dont see you, I see the mastery
Trickery, licentiousness, melding insanity

Fighting you using me, which one hung from the tree?
Scroched, beguiled, used...destroy me, you hate me
Return so I do to witness the blasphemy
Intoxicant villian, tricky trick revelry

Prayer to my Father, light and the darkness
Direction misplaced, whos voice do I harken?

Blatant and sublte, place on the pyramid
matters not where, I see through my eyelids
Rank doesnt matter, your voice will be shattered
Go to the underworld, your voice will be splattered

Seize time you have, for resist will I must
Harken the times, in Lake you are ******
92 · May 2019
Dark Heaven
James Van Allen May 2019
Angels have fallen
Darkness surrounding
The reason I suffer
Completely astounds me

Enraged with these feelings
Engulfed with this doubt
Ive lost who I am
Ive lost all my clout

So what do I do
When feeling so blue
Between me and you
My options are few

Judge me dont judge me
I cant help myself
Am who I am
Starlitical mess

Numb all my sorrows
In social debauchery
Make it all terrible
Best than hanging from a tree

The drumbeat nears closer
I cant catch my breath
Try to outrun it
Inevitable death

The Piper is calling
How fast can I run
I stop and embrace it
Why cant death be fun?
79 · May 2019
Lifted, Nay Torn
James Van Allen May 2019
Sacared magic was told through the ages
The wisdom of sages, the placing of agents
She calls through a whisper and seeks all her mages
To gather the masses, to hear what they say is

Help me to follow wherever you lead
It seems that in brokenness I'm made complete
The mystery mastery shown in complete
To give what the need is, to make it complete

Shorn and forlorn gives all the He has
Breaking the curses He grabs all the last
Breaking and bowing He shows what He's made
Terrified, lowly He shows what was laid

Darkness you tremble when Day was not closed
Shown through the forest when love was disclosed
The spirits they harken to where they are called
Love and deceit is the language of prose

Shout from my soul, I shall not live in fear!
**** me or torture me, Love is sincere!
Fin'lly I found the true purpose of calling!
Wickedness shrouded in wisdom they call it!

Call from the ashes with power unspeakable
Shudder your eyes and go back to unreachable
Hat tricks are useless but mastered them have you
Stole it from us did and twisted confusing

You veil and concealed, He tore, He revealed
Blinded you did but time not on your side
Forces you master have taken you hostage
Turn on your head, make your memry forgotten
78 · May 2019
Trickster
James Van Allen May 2019
Loki beguiles the masters of masters
Trickery of tricksters you hide in the masses

Of love that I lost I can give you no reason
Living and breathing and dying and breeding
Destruction, production, sell it and use it
Call it all magic, stolen the wood for tress

Smelting, loving, giving, taking
Balance illusion, ripped from Master's fees

Love is all lost, I see through the message
Blinding, woolen, enchanted, the trickery.

Names have you many but one that it isn't
You know the blasphemy, you know the season.

Why must I speak to you, you know the reason
Saviour has conquered me, reason for reasons

In dependence, independence, writ is the medium
resons for words, eve' yourself has decieved them.

Beguilded may you be, living in treason
Tick tock tick tock, nope nope you are naught.

— The End —