I may always say a lot of things
But none with bad intent
You know I worry
And you know I care
If I didn't then I wouldn't be there
When you fall, I pick you up
When you are sad, I make you happy
And I never ask for anything
I do not do this for self gain
My love for you is all I need
Not to leave out, you are my other half
You help me when I'm down
Pick me up when I fall
We are one, and one we shall be
But remember love
I do not judge, nor do I lie
for you I'll do anything
just give me a try

My heart is racing
my blood is flowing
pupils are dilated
A rush so intense

only for you
does this occur
such a strange feeling
I get tunnel vision

reality fading fast
I move at hyper speed
the world has stopped
fueled by you

I am shaking
full of excitement
a stimulus so powerful
I feel superhuman

laying in a pitch black room
trying to make out the shapes
wondering what is going to happen next
with my phone beside me
waiting for it to ring
to hear the harmony of your voice
though I am in such desperation
I still feel at peace
for all alone in the dark I lay
dreaming of the nights we talk
an abundance of weight
crushing my chest all at once
relieved as my phone rings
the sweet sound of your hello
bringing tears to my eyes
thanking life's creation that you are here
bringing me to total peace
and bringing comfort to my black hole

Sometimes we get lost
and other times we just don't care
but that is because we do not know
we cannot fret on all the details
it will tear us to shreds
drowning us in an abyss
but do not give up
the fight is not over
dig deep Into yourself
in your heart and your mind
and hold onto what you find
it may not be much, but its enough
to bring you afloat and save you
a thought among thoughts
a reason to live...
Danielle this is for you
and trust me this is true
I know all of this
because my saving thought is of you

*this is not just a poem but advice to you
take it to heart and it will help.... I love you

Those word you said
I will never forget
etched into my head
playing like a record
I do not ask why
but I always wonder
What were the reasons
I was there for you
through bad times and good
always there when needed
I know I wasn't Perfect
But I did my best for you
Pushed away, unwanted
I still fight the tide
hoping the storm will subside
letting me back to shore

Hate so pure it scortches the ground
as I walk this dark, lonely road
The shadows feel my presence
and demons quake at the sight
Satan is to afraid to claim this wretched child
for it it more powerful than he

The Hate is pulsing through my veins
what has humanity done to me
a monster I have become
feared by everyone, wanted by none
forever cursed to walk alone
heartless, souless, I carry on

I am glad you fear me...
I am glad you hate me...
it shows me who I really am
an outcast, a misfit. untrusted, unloved
Only one has shown me kindness
then she to turned and joined the crowd

*A scepticle, they point and they stare,
but afraid they are to meet my gaze.
Am I as vile as they say, a creature so
crule that they fear him more than the
devil himself. the proof is in your faces
and if it is all true, then I am more than
happy to say Welcome To Hell