You hurt me you kicked me just like she did.
I can't live without the pain no I don't want to
be left in the rain..

I woke up smiling wondering, planning how I could give you wings
little did I know about loves burning cold sting. Look at me! I gave you
my heart . You laughed at me! You were my art....

You hurt me ,you picked me just like she did.
You deceived me you promised me forever, you
fed me lies just like she did...

I can't live without you ....seems though that doesn't mean anything to you?
I can see the truth now ,nothing ever lasts..

I can feel the hurt now ,I'm imprisoned by my past.
Every memory I put away and I framed each touch
with so much care , it'll be the last time I leave her my soul
broken and bare...............


FAREWELL MY ANGEL , maybe I can find love from the darkness..

Days fade .... lonely nights without a single star.
I stare at the ceiling sharpening my blade
and waiting in the dark..
You murdered my mind and took my love.
You'll believe my hands are tied, well I promise YOU
Father I'll take back what's mine.

You are a book without it's ink
I cry and cry pleading for someone
that could make me whole but I suppose
its not enough to make you think.

Fake smiles and hollow words is all you taught me daddy..
can't you see you have paved a road that's morbid and saddening?

Blow out my smile do it for the broken and the vile..
***** the flame as your love decays.

Your eyes are so demeaning
I have to pretend that I'm blind
to keep myself from seeing.
Don't do this dear Father your'e meant to be my Martyr.

Life without purpose
death without meaning
is this the life we have chosen
one without feeling?

I wait for the day the day when you see what you have sold....
WHEN MY HEART STOPS BEATING AND MY HANDS TURN COLD.....