The untold truths of my hurting mind burst out as lines on skin
why is the destroying of myself is my one escape
oh how i wish these were just the imaginings of a old has been
however thats not the case here as my minds bend all out of shape

my internal screams long to have freedom of the air waves
the sprints my devastating thoughts are an ever growing force
after all my soul wishes it was just one of the many visible graves
yet these expanding lines of my deadly summanings so no remorse

burning am i and all that runs in my system for the final breath
scraping and digging at my flesh i burst with a vision
i'm at my point of entering the gates of death
oh this is my very final decision

A great wave of pain and love sweep my mind
with thoughts of you comes a crushing pain in my hate of all mankind
streams of liquid crimson flow now
with blades scraping the skin as if a field been set to plow

in a rush of joy your face leaps out of view
yet your taste lingers like a crisp morning dew
darker grows my punished lost soul
knowing it shan't be long till i lose self-control

i'd have you back but has enough gone past
all hate that has gone as our love shall be the one to out last
so why can't you face me and talk
why did we have to fight and take that charging walk

These longing days of my deadly worries
Smash together as if a hammer bringing me to my knees  
So scared of my eyelids drawing closed for fear of death
Makes this tormented soul shiver like i'm about to have the last big gasps of breath

The only restful break from the relentless crashing of waves of hate
Are the strikes of bitter metal bring up a hurtful debate
The dripping of my glowing crimson is peaceful
Brings my dark self to the thought lets make the rope be lethal

My short life told in a format of millions of self painted scars
Yet my last vision in this life is of you in the stars

The flutter and motion of my been nervous
Do my beating chambers a heavenly service
I  have the greatest of hopes and dreams for our possibilities
Together their shall be no ends to our abilities

You hold my every waking thoughts leaving a fixed grin
Longing for you puts my whole body in a spin
Just one second with you feels like a year
Yet you have my heart rushing into a blur

The forever thats us is the greatest of budding stories
A single one of your smiles fills my soul with a loving glory
With you I know all my fears are no more as you'll get me through
All the beauty on the earth reminds me of only you

You make all that is dark about my soul seem no longer complex
You're all i want and need from the mystery that is the female ***
I feel the blossoming of our infinite starting to burn bright
Now I've got you my life shall forever be a delight