James Duran

James Duran Apr 2015

I heard this morning that you tried to end your life. Why would you even consider it. The one person on this planet that I love and I can't even make you happy enough to stay alive. Maybe this is all my fault.... I can't help you if you wont let me... You are my whole world and by attempting to end your life it’s like trying to end mine at the same time. I want nothing more than happiness from you. I can't deal with all this depression anymore... I might just try to end my life so I won't have to deal with all the people who bring me down on a daily basis. But I don’t I stay alive for you and I want you to stay alive for me. Without you I am nothing. You make me who i am.

James Duran Mar 2015

My Life

She is my life, my soul, my entire reason for living.
Without her my life is pointless. I cant see myself without her.
She thinks she isn't perfect but i see otherwise. I look deeper than just the skin. I look for her soul and it fits perfectly within mine.

James Duran Mar 2015

The Feeling

The feeling I get when she texts me is undescribable it's like 1000 little sparks jumping around my body all at one time.

When she talks to me I lose my breath. When I see her in the hallways my knees get weak. When I hug her I get a warm fuzzy feeling

These are the feelings I get when I'm with her...

James Duran Mar 2015

Why Do I Even Try

Why do I even try when anything I have ever done comes crashing down around me.
I love her but at the same time I'm not sure if its worth the risk.
She is my sunshine but also my darkness.
She is like a drug to me.  The high is fun but I'm already addicted and I can't stop now.
Thoughts of her fill my mind constantly.  She is my everything but why do I even try...
Everything I do is for the good of her. I try my damnedest to make her happy and most of the time I succeed.
The rumors that surround me are enough to push anyone away so why does she stay?  She says she wants more and I believe her but why does she love someone like me??

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