What is wrong with me?
Why can't I just do something right for once?
What did I do to mess up this badly?
Im sorry.

It has been a while
Since we talked
And even though
I seem happy
Im not.
I can't see why
Why you did it
Why you left
Why you stopped
Why?!
I am just so confused
So heartbroken
By the loneliness
Of not having you

The sharpness of a reality in which we live is overwhelming.  I feel the pain, the sorrow.  The beating hearts of those I love run away. they are fearful to my knowledge and the hurt I carry with me. Don't they know I alone can bear these burdens? Because even a small trickle of these things I understand would crush the strongest of them

Take from the empty passage of time and you see the fake, the liars, the broken hearted. Can you truly ever understand a millennia of facts broken down to nothing but words. I see it all, the people, the world all passing and all happy. They are the liars. The humans who pretend. The fake and the wicked will cease to exist as will the rest of us but it is those who are real who live our lives for a meaning and purpose that will take something from this measly existence

A single minute
A single hour
They pass by like a wind
I can't help but want you more in the end
By the time you realize exactly how I feel
Death might come and take you away
There is never a true definition of love
But what I feel for you is stronger than anything anyone could possibly think up