i gaze at its brilliance
it fills me
lightning flashes across the sky
i feel calm, serene
my feeling comes back to me
the days numbness wears away
every bolt is energizing
bringing me in closer
to what loves me the most
it protects me
intrigues me
and i am lost in its beauty
I love it
and what i feel for it is indescribable
untouchable
prestine

the last embrace i have felt has left me adrift
i can feel nothing
my mind reeling at the thought of it
it revokes my consciousness
i am frozen longing for more
knowing it will never come
soon the warmth will end
i try to forget and move forward
yearning for more of what leads me to destruction
but I'm caught in my own delusion only wanting what the heart desires
and never what the brain knows
i am lost