JAI: Poems

JAI Aug 2016

What we had was something I would look in every ******* parallel universe that exist.

And I'm ******* sure, this universe isn't where I'm supposed to be in.

pukeh

Because Red Is Another Novel

JAI Aug 2016

Because Red Is Another Novel

Darling, I love you in any way I know.
And you left in any way I never knew.

He Lario

JAI Apr 2016

He Lario

Simula palang alam ko na
Simula palang alam ko nang katulad ka rin niya

Simula palang alam ko nang mahuhulog ako
Kahit na sinabi kong, “Tangina ano, pustahan pa tayo”
Simula palang kasi pinaramdam mo na
Na sa simulang ito ay maghahantong sa pagtatapos ng “tayo”

Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ko pa ipinagpatuloy
Siguro ay nadala lang din ako sa agos at daloy
Bakit nga ba nakinig pa ‘ko sa puso kong nananaghoy
Kita mo na ang nangyari, ayan. Ayan tuloy

Here Comes The Sun

JAI Aug 2016

Here Comes The Sun

It took me a long time
to finally realize that
I will never be someone
you wanted me to be
And you
were someone who
cannot satisfy my needs.

FINALLY I'M HAPPY

LADRÓN

JAI Aug 2016

LADRÓN

Kahit hindi ako magaling sa pagsusulat
Kaya kitang latagan ng tugmang mga salita
Na maihahantulad ko sayo at sayo lamang
At ikaw at ako lang ang tanging makakaalam

huhubellz

Robbed

JAI Aug 2016

Robbed

To my dearest:

I have told you that I won’t be writing about you anymore. I lied.
I haven’t stopped writing ever since you left. I just stopped sending them to you.
Apparently, it was you who put me back in solitude.

And my unfathomable love for you will never be replaced by anything.

pukingina behs move on na puta

Starbucks

JAI Aug 2016

Starbucks

I came back to where you ripped me into pieces
My heart was pounding twice harder when you're near

But it was not fear that I'll remember every strand of pain
It was delight that I could finally come back and feel nothing

To my Almost:

JAI Aug 2016

To my Almost:

To someone who I thought
I would spend my whole life with.

To my love I'd willingly fight for.

To the warm acceptance, gentle kisses and tight hugs.

To the nights I fought to sleep
to reminisce what just happened on our special day.

To the love I poured whole heartedly,
to the walls I broke for you to come in.

To the endless happiness and comfort
of your warm hands whenever they hold mine.

And to the love I would never lose but never be found.

I had a hell of a ride.

I hope you had too.

Untitled

JAI Mar 2016

Untitled

How could it be so possible?
That we realize ******* ironies in this world
Just like how love could keep us together
But too much of it could actually destroy
How could it be so possible?
I could ******* offer every skin of myself
But it still wouldn’t be enough
But I will stand here and stay
How could it be so possible?
I will still love you
Even if it will hurt
And hurt even more
Just like how
It hurt me before

Untitled

JAI Aug 2016

Untitled

Ngunit ngayon,
kay bilis maglaho ng kahapon
sana'y huwag kalimutan
ang ating mga pinag samahan.

-MINSAN, Eraserheads

songs ur listening to when u hear raindrops

Untitled

JAI Aug 2016

Untitled

in case you change your mind
you realized you love me
you wanted us back,

please don't.

how do you hurt yourself even more 101

Untitled

JAI Aug 2016

Untitled

Everybody
keeps on telling me that
you are just some other guy.

But they were never me.

They don't know how you
once saved me.

Untitled

JAI Jul 2016

Untitled

I poured my aching heart into a pop song

And

I couldn't get a hang of poetry

(**** it and See, Arctic Monkeys)

Untitled

JAI May 2016

Untitled

You make my heart go
"! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !"
in this world full of
"? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?"

I love you, hon.

wake me up inside

JAI Aug 2016

wake me up inside

I can clearly hear the
farthest cry
and
deepest sighs
as I feel so empty
tonight.

— The End —