Her beautiful painting is always with her,
And her tool always calls her name,
Even though she try's to ignore,
She cant help but to obey,
She grab hers tool,
And sits down on the bed,
And lays out her paper,
And suddenly starts to cry,
Oh beautiful painting,
Why does it hurt so bad,
Why does this always happen to me,
Why am I so different,
Why does everything happen to me,
As she cries and paints her painting,
She realized she had painted to far,
She looks down and realizes that her paper was her wrist,
Her paint was her blood,
And her tool was a blade,
She starts to cry and says,
You were supposed to be beautiful,
But now you are just my terror of death...

I use to be the girl that was always happy,
The girl who never was sad,
The girl that was never worried about the next day,
The girl that had no worries,
And then she fell In love,
Was happier then ever,
Then her demons came out to play,
Her lover was gone,
Her happiness was gone,
She laid in her bed,
While the voices drowned out everything,
They told her to trust them,
That they would never leave her,
They laid their hand out for her to reach,
She went to grab their hand,
But something wouldn't let her,
Something stronger pulled her out of her trance,
And tell this day she will never understand,
Why it held her back....

All I have ever wanted was to help you,
But all you ever did was reject me,
I tried to move on,
And one day it was getting better,
Then I heard your name,
And I lost it,
Then you hurt me bad,
And I gave up,
And when you realized that,
You called out for me,
And when you didn't hear me call back,
Then you realized what you had,
But you let it go,
And now your the one hurt,
And now im happy.

Forever is ours my love,
Take my hand,
Its waiting for us,
Don't look back darling,
They will look for the light of your eyes,
It's what they crave,
It's what they focus on to survive,

Together we made memories,
Not only bad ones,
But life changing ones,
I will never forget,
The heartache,
And the happiness,
That both took appearance in our memories,
Forever and always,
Our memories I will remember,
And will stay in my heart...

My love for you was strong,
It could never be broken,
I thought that with you I would never be lost,
You told me to take your hand,
That you would never let go,
That together we would explore our beautiful love,
You told me I needed to be trusting,
To have more faith,
As your telling me this,
We are standing at the edge,
You said I jump you jump,
I felt safe,
I didn't feel scared,
Then you started to count,
3,
2,
1,
GO!,
I jumped,
When I turned to look beside me,
You weren't there,
You were standing at the edge,
Laughing at me,
Saying  you dumb girl,
Never trust something that was just a fairy tail...

He is the reason why I breathe,
The reason why I have faith,
He is my proof that there is a god,
Every time I look at him and see him smile,
I cant doubt that he isn't my angel from above,
He saved me,
He gave me a reason,
And for that I will always,
Give him a reason,
To never give up,
Forever I will protect him,
And forever he will be my reason..

You told me I was your forever,
The oxygen to your lungs,
The beat to your heart,
I told you that you were my nightmare cure,
Then I saw you tell her the same you told me,
It tore my heart apart,
and now as I sit alone,
and I close my eyes,
my nightmares come alive..

You say you love me,
that without me your nothing,
your words are beautiful,
but yours actions are ugly,
i try to believe you,
because i want to,
but i don't know if i can convince myself any longer,