there are many kinds of people in this world
gays,lesbians,bias,and many more
and some people judge them on it
why do they care?
who are they to tell us that we shouldn't be those things
we are who we are
they can't tell us what's wrong and what's right
they can't bring us down
and we shouldn't let them

why does noone like me?
is it because of the way i talk
the way i walk
or is it just because im me?
why am i always so alone?
darkness is all there is
nothing more than the dark void
that surrounds me
why am i so unloved?

i wake up in the morning
no ill fellings inside me
i go to school talk to friends
then i look
and see that happy couple
and thats when it hits me
i experience a feeling that i can't explain
jealousy
its like knots are forming within my very core
then i become upset
seeing that couple
happy without a care in the world
the feeling gets stronger and stronger
then i do things that i regret for the rest of my life

I AM LIKE A PHOENIX
I DIE
ONLY TO RISE FROM THE ASHES
I SHALL NEVER GIVE UP
I WILL NEVER SURRENDER