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jae bell Oct 2011
I spent days, not eatin more  
Than a piece a bread              
Not that I didn't have a dime  
I jus didn't ha tha time          
An tho I try so hard              
To keep tha cash on tha card
But when I looked again       
 Aint nothin but a cent            
I ride this life                      
Like a merry go roun          
Ya it's up an down                
Still the same things              
Come back to face me          
Like I seen that chick before and yup I seen her              
Walk straight out tha door      
Leaving me alone in this bed  
A hundred ?'s runnin thru      
My head                            
Will I be                            
Cute enuf                            
Rich enuf                            
Solve that glitch enuf...          
I get so tired jus **** that stuff
jae bell Oct 2011
My heart. Starts. Beating.        
Ferociously                          
Dont you see, I only want you close to me                  
Your words and tone they focus me                    
Transport me back to where I'm supposed to be              
When I truly search inside, its all worth it                    
  Long beyond my skin            
***** surface                       
 My baby, dont you see          
Most amazing thing               
 I feel your soul easily           
 My truest sympathy              
To feel your soul, my ability  
Coincides with my lethargy    
May be why                        
My next idea of what to do    
Is clouded and overrun          
Buried in you                      
Clear the sweat from your brow, wipe it on the bottom of ya shoe                             
 Who ever knew, I could be content, Sittin here jus thinkin bout you?                           
 But I do...                            
Gotta be why I'm so confused
My life a crazy pace             
 Searchin for what to do        
And if I knew that suddenly    
I could have you                  
A brilliant shade of yellow brightens my blue               
 Hazy sky fog lifted                
An amazing hue                  
Mere reflection of                
The life I once knew            
Tho its hard for me to say      
Still it rings true                  
My yellow orange gold red    
Emerges from you                
Connecting me to                
The soul I feel with you
jae bell Oct 2011
Looking back                  
thats where it all began        
From scratch                      
All I ever had I ever lost       
 Just scratch                        
There was never such a thing
As way back                        
Down to the core to the bone
Like scratch                        
Startin over from the floor    
From scratch                     
  Collect the pieces til i'm bored
like scratch                          
This was all you ever were    
Just scraps                          
Take me over help me lord   
 Just scraps                         
 Start me over new again        
Like that                           
  Stronger than i've ever been  
Pay back                            
Not to you this one's for me  
**** that                           
 Everything i've ever seen      
It's like that                        
Rawest form of purity          
And i'm BACK                     
 Had to strip me naked so id see                                   
  I got that                           
 Fighting against gravity          
I fall back
jae bell Oct 2011
So now I see                      
The sun is all I really need    
Along with the ocean breeze  
Surround me with cute girlz in bikinis                               
 Its all just been taken away    
And i've had too much          
Time to play                        
I've got to stop living this way my mind and body will be ok  
It's just my soul                    
That makes me worry-y       
 Heal me sunshine                
Cleanse me ocean breeze      
Oh and give me love            
Cute girlz in bikinis               
 Skirts that fall above the knees shirts that show much           
 More of these                      
Oh yes                                
Give me much more please

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