Hi I'm ugly, or so I've been told
the past 4 years have begun to unfold.
The memories and actions imprinted in my brain,
of all the things you used to say.
Hating me for the way I dressed?
Making fun of me just to impress.
Impress the people who didn't care,
the rich popular ones with the bleach blonde hair.
You thought you were funny by hurting me,
and though you didn't see it I died internally. I would never tell you face to face,
because that would be admitting you hurt in so many ways.

So congratulations you have won,
because of your words I am officially done.
I give up trying to love myself,
I'm done crying and begging for help.
No one cares and they never did,
and thanks to you I realized it.
Living each day in agony,
wondering to myself what you've done to me. I can't look in the mirror without being disgusted.
Because my perception of myself has been readjusted.
Not in a good way far from that,
in the worst way imaginable I can't help but think I'm fat.
I weigh 120 but feel 200
and the tears now come not in waves but floods.
I no longer love me I hate myself,
all because of the way you had felt.
You spoke your mind but not responsibly,
and now a broken girl lives miserably.
I hate you today and I'll hate you tomorrow, cause now I live my life in constant sorrow.

Hi, I'm ugly and it's very true,
and those who love me are very few.
I never tell people how I really feel,
because the thought of opening up to someone seems unreal.
I think to myself everyday, "you're ugly, disgusting just stay away".
I fall in love with "the perfect guy"
but never tell him I just lie.
Lie about my feelings and say there is none when the feeling inside me is nothing but love.
Not for myself but only for you,
because you're everything I want and I'm hopelessly in love with you.

Hi, I'm ugly, I hope you'll never see,
the honest and disgusting side of me.
I let you in and now I'm scared,
because I don't want you to see me the way I see myself.
I hopelessly fall for the tall handsome guy, with the dark brown hair and the bright loving eyes.
I'll never tell you what my true feelings are, though so badly I want you to hold me in your arms...

Hi I'm ugly, and this is true
but I feel a little less ugly when I'm with you