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Jade Musso Jan 2014
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I wait for you
Will you contact me
Or no
Do you hate me
You are hurt
Can I take care of you
I want to
I miss you
I love you
Jade Musso Jan 2014
Which color would you like?

Blue makes me tired
Yellow makes me wired
Pink makes me ... whaaaaaaat?

Green makes me swirly
Orange makes me girly
Teal makes me WOOOO WOOO WOOOO

None fit the part
None want to play
None will make me go far away
Jade Musso Jan 2014
Old lovers in the front
Bicker and kiss as the hands tick
Curled in black I am
Fake air tickles my hairs
Knives swim through my stomach
Nails are my only food
Eyes hurt with every squeeze
Electric in my ears
I hear her voice as my only comfort
I wish to change like her
I wish to love like her
I wish to be like her

I let the machine take me
Where are we going?
I could ask
But I trust the comfort
And her voice
Jade Musso Jan 2014
I like that liquid in that bottle
Yeah, that there
I like it in a glass where I can knock it back
Real quick
Real nice

Put some more in a plastic bottle
Sip it and cradle it wherever I go
Everything becomes clear
When everything gets fuzzy

I am hotter now
I am cooler now
Here, let me give you a kiss
I know you want me
I dance real good
Real hot

Gimme a swig of that brown stuff
That's goooddd
So what is your name
Don't care
I want you, don't you want me?

Rainbows and sparkles in my eyes
All around
But I'm alone
Water falls from my eyes
I'm on the floor
Ow my head
I'm not hot, no one wants me, I'm pathetic
Throat burns
Don't touch me
Hahaha ******* *****, I said don't touch me




How did I get here?
Jade Musso Jan 2014
Pain I cause
Cause I don't think
Think to stop
Stop ******* with people
People that I don't love
Love is saved for you
You are hurt
Hurt my heart
Heart is fragile
Fragile minds easily break
Break the breeze in our soul
Sole purpose for life is love
Love is pain
Pain is constant
Constant desire for change
Change my life
Life is for the living
Living without fear
Fear is my obstacle
Obstacle stands in our way
Way too many options
Options for the future are here
Here is where you begin
Begin your journey
Journey forever
Forever is forever
Jade Musso Jan 2014
I feel so alone on a Friday night, she says
But I feel so alone every night

Pets speak to me,
One shake, two shakes
Let me out, feed me
Remote buttons are braille under my thumb
Click, turn down, watch the pretty pictures
The room is cold, blanket and heat
Too hot, blanket and no heat
How many more scoops of peanut butter do I have left?

Duh, da da da da da
Da da da
All alone
Da da da da
All alone

But those pages, with those words
And the voice talks to me like I'm the only one
Listening
I don't feel so alone when those words
Speak to me
On a Friday night
Jade Musso Dec 2013
Hey, hey, hey
Shhh girl
It's okay, you're okay
It's okay, okay girl?

Relax, here
Calm down
That's better right?
There you go

Shhh  shhh
You're safe
You're okay
I won't let anyone hurt you

I know, it's strange here
You're not used to it
But I promise you won't get hurt
You can trust me

Come here, come on now
There, that's it
Good girl
You're safe, you're safe
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