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544 · Feb 2013
If I had a God Complex
Jacquelyn C Feb 2013
Wouldn’t I make sure that night would never end
That we would have woken up the next morning
And I never would have left
What if the moment and feeling that brought me to your house
Your bed
What if it never stopped?
What if you still needed me?
And I didn’t have to pretend that I don’t need you
Couldn’t I somehow go back?
Curl up next to you
Have you hold me
Like you used to
Couldn’t we talk like we used to
Can't I just let you go
God baby if I could
I would just stay
And talk to you all night
Even if it meant saying
Everything all over
Can’t we stay here
Like this and never move again
Because I’m on the other side
And I know where the passing days went
And moving means losing
When I woke up that morning
I wish I’d known it’d be the last time
That I’d ever wake up next to you
But I know you
And I know this is better
For you
And that’s all that matters
To me
I can relinquish connection
To better suited arms
I could give you up
Only this way
Only because I know
They make you happier
Than I knew I ever could
And i'm tired
Tired of being the second one picked
I'm sick tired
Of wondering whether im good enough
But God
You know how hard it is for me to just let go
God You've got to let me go
Let go
Let go!
I'm letting you go
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