I miss your hugs,
the way you hold me,
How you kissed my cheek,
How you always made me laugh or smile.
I miss everything about you.
Why did you give up on me?
I never gave up on you.
I promised I would never give up on you.
You promised the same thing.
But guess what?
You gave up on me.
But yet, I still miss you.
Why?
I don't know.
I'm scared of being left behind.
Wait, It's already happened.
you say you miss me,
Well, guess what?
I miss you too.
i wish I didn't miss you, but I do.
What am I gonna do?
I don't know.
I don't like you,
I love you.
I don't like when you cuddle me.
I love when you cuddle me.
It's the most enjoyable thing on earth.
You make me feel safe when I can't keep myself safe.
That's the one thing I worry about the most.
Just breaking down and getting hurt.
It's happened many times, and this is the last time I'm letting it happen to me.
I'll keep you safe if you keep me safe.
I promise.
I love that I met you.
You're not like the others.
I love how I get butterflies whenever I'm around you.
I go speechless when you smile at me.
My heart races when you're next to me.
Sometimes, I feel like I can't breathe because you're so beautiful.
I actually have something to live for now.
You're beautiful in every single way<3