When you're told your life is changed forever
You turn to things to clear your head
but when they take away your medication
You can only pray for time to heal

Six months pass quicker then expected
Five, ten, fifteen, even twenty years is so far away
Everything fades when given time

Letting
Others
Violate
Emotions

My mistakes are what drives me
They rip at my chest and haunt my dreams
Sleepless nights and endless days
Keep me awake and deny me of my dreams

All I've wanted is to just be free
Everything is not what it seems
When will I ever find my way
I just want to chase my dreams...again

Lead me in to this dark abyss
Once again I've fallen
Into a cliche niche
Sooner and sooner darkness grips
For longer nights and shorter days

I don't wish for any if this
Just one day is all I ask
But life is one thing we can't predict
I'm only trying to find my wary

Lead me in to this dark abyss