If I thought only love could heal me
I would be a fool

Her wrists
Are treasures
Her tiny doll wrists
They're beautiful

I found her
Lying on the side of the road
She looked lifeless, pale
Breathing shallow breaths she was
So I drug her
I drug her back to my van
And I gave her water
Gave her life
As she laid in my arms, I whispered in her ear
I said "You'll be mine, and I'll be yours"
"You owe me that much"

I thought I had found my happy
But my happy was growing a hole
And every day the hole gets bigger
How much longer till my happy is just shreds?
I don't want to know
I don't want to

She knew
She knew I wanted him
And so she snatched him from hands
MY BEST FRIEND
And I told her "No, it's fine"
"I'm totally okay with it"
I am hurt
So bad

I just sit
I sit and I beg
I beg for something to be right
I beg to be happy
I beg to be loved and held and kissed
I beg for forgiveness and I beg to be worthy
I beg for things I cant not have and can not be
Not right now at least