Scared to close my eyes
I feel you capturing my soul
You are an outline
And you paralyze me
I can't move
Because you have sown my spine to the bed
I can't move
I try to scream and I hear a faint gust of wind
The devil is near
He has sent to you to torture me
You are twisting and turning
And your possessive eyes lock on mine
My body cringes because my eyes can't look away
I am forced to look into your eyes
My body cries for freedom
I still can't move
Why can't I move?
I must be in Hell
My brain is being juiced
Every inch of my body is crying for help
I can't move.
Terror.
Absolute terror has entered my soul
I wake up shaking
Confused, terrified
Because I know I wasn't dreaming
Please don't haunt me again tonight
Or my brother
Or everyone else in humanity.

Lights are dim
Hearts uh racin
You had me
Passenger seat
Faster and Faster
And
Faster and Faster
Harlequin girls
Boys and
Hold the lover close
Stomach acid
Faster Faster
Harlequin
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Faster and Faster

Can't escape this lifestyle
Living life kills me
Why can't I leave this lifestyle?
Can't see me Cant see me
Can't stop me
Bleeding like a devil
Top of the mountain
Ain't leaving this lifestyle
Wait til I D.I.E
I'm on top
My Lifestyle
Can't escape
Live life like the beginning
More corrupt than you think
You'all bad
I ain't bad
This is my lifestyle.

Why can't these intense fantasies become realities?
I sleep for pleasure but why do I drown in sorrow when I wake?
Wishing this dream could last forever.
I would be free.