I don't have a name
Meaningless and unexplained
I am lost
Shaking and eyes glossed
I can't feel
Bound by an illusive shield
I want to remember
Lost connections once so tender

It’ll sneak up on you when you least expect
Coil around you like a snake
Anxiety it will inject
There is no escape

Why did you leave?
As soon as I awoke
You can’t stand me
But I need your hope

Waiting for my recovery
But you don’t want to help
I just want you to smother me
With your intoxicating smell

I always take advantage
Of the moments we’re together
You make me forget the damage
Unlike any other

Could you rip me open?
Fill me with your allure
I’m sick of being broken
Darling, you’re my cure

By no one I sit
Solitary finding the way
To my mind’s outlet
Only to visit; not to stay

No matter how familiar it
This place is not home
Only meant to gain the gifts
To utilize and loan

Mentioned by several
Unlocked by few
Once invited to the spiral
It will encompass you