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Izzy Stoner Jul 2013
I saw a man dancing the other day
His dance was a walk 
But it sang as it passed.
His footsteps were balanced
On a tightrope of serenity
It was more graceful than any waltz 
Or ballet that I have ever seen.
He looked at me as if to say
Why don't we all dance this way?
As the limbs of life
Come to gather us in
Why don't we feel happy to see them?
He stared through a window of pity
At us
Mere mortals
Still walking in a lolloping fashion.
Yet to discover freedoms tune.
And I looked back
Through a doorway of sadness
Unable to step over the threshold
Constrained by the branches
Of what I have built
In my own efforts to make myself
Happier.
Izzy Stoner Jul 2013
Three kids sit in a beech tree, high above a stream.
The eldest at the top

The youngest two branches below

And the middle child one below him.
                              Stupid,
                                        brave
                                                  and sensible.
Each one of them grasping out... farther than they had first anticipated
To reach the next limb of the tree.
They watch the sun set over long grass
and are content not to talk.
Just to be there.
They have argued all day but they know with absolute certainty
they will forgive each other by tomorrow.
Because that is what it means to have siblings.
Izzy Stoner Jul 2013
i dont sleep.
not much.
not ever.
a few hours here and there.
when i manage to close my eyes.
and not be terrified.
of what my subconsious mind can conjure.
 
i dont sleep.
count sheep.
pop pills.
nothing works like they tell me it should.
fixes the fault in my brain.
that rips through my mind again and again.
that stops me from submitting to slumber. 
 
i dont sleep.
i cant.
ive tried.
every night for as long as i remember.
the night holds me captive.
traps me eyes wide. 
tired is my constant emotion. 
 
i dont sleep.
i drift.
through the daytime.
my concentration constantly slipping away.
through the hole that was made.
in the side of my brain.
by a demon, a monster...insomnia.
 
i dont sleep.
but i live.
and endure.
in spite of my myriad of demons.
my load is lighter than some.
and until the day that they conquer me.
i will continue to say that i've won.
Izzy Stoner Jul 2013
Goodbye
I guess
What more is there to say
Farewell
See you later
Live long and prosper.
I think I'll miss this actually
I'll miss some of you quite terribly
And I will miss each and every one of you at least a little bit.
Because thats what you do
When people you've known
For five whole years of your life,
Suddenly just
Aren't there anymore
You miss them
And you know what... that is alright.
Because I know we're too old or too cool to really like school
And I don't know about you
But I'm sorry for me it has just lost the magic.
Maybe it has something to do with the amount of
Homework we're set.
Or maybe its just because unlike primary school
You don't have a sand pit.
But, I am only sixteen
So what do I know.
But we should still say goodbye
Because what this place has taught us,
Goes far beyond just finding X
In mathematical equations
And yes I might still not know how to calculate titration
But far more friendships have been made here
Than chemistry sets broken
And we've formed bonds,
Not just covalently
We don't share atoms
But we all share similarities
And I've learnt right from wrong
As well as metaphor from simile
I know definition of friendship
But I will still forget how to spell necessity
I've learnt the truth about equality
Not just from R-E or P-C-E
But from how I treat Y-O-U and how you treat me
Out there on the playground
There have been fought more battles
Than every single one we're taught about in history
But I've learnt how to read the signs
Admittedly not always effectively
About when its time to shut up
Because its often mapped out
On peoples faces like geography
And I've learnt that the suns gravitational pull
Is not the only thing that causes us to revolve
Because we spin around each other
Not always touching,
Not always interacting
But for five long years
We've spun together
And that means something.
I wrote this for my leavers day this year and it was originally entitled 'Goodbye' but then I realised that I'd already written a poem called goodbye and so 'Five Years' was the next best fit. There is also a video of me reading this aloud at my leavers assembly floating around somewhere on youtube, and if you're really determined you could probably find it...
Izzy Stoner Jul 2013
To be alone is so different from lonely
Lonely is a strange shade of fear
Fear that you will be lonely forever
Fear of an absence of care.
From all those that surround you,
Envelop you, clothe you
To be so obviously apathetic to plight.

If the sun was alone there in the sky
To be lonely is to stand in the night.

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