If it's not me
then it's you
I went with a feeling
That I felt was true
To find that things
weren't as comfy, as they seemed
So everything ended
like in a nightmarish dream

feelings left me, alone in this place
And turned me into, a ****** up head case
I have a ******* smile
That will stay with me for a while
But when I see you again
I'll still call you my friend

This is how, my life works
I make believe, nothing hurts
When ample time has passed
All the feelings rush to fast
Make it so, I can't think straight
I need to just, slow down and wait
**** all this **** that is in my head
I don't want you to leave, I wish that I said,

It's gonna be okay
All of this dies, if you let go
Do not shut down
It will be easier, if you don't
you can't hide, the look on your face
Surrounded by people, alone, in this place
I know that things have been said but true felling have been held.
I almost wish I had meds
Cause its too much for my head and you will always be missed in my bed

Some don't see it and they are blind
There is always beauty if you seek to find
Never leave your memories behind
Plant the sun and it will shine
All my streets are lined and bled
With benevolence that's benign in my head
As the sun draws near and one traces the sky
It's always drug induced when I say
That I'm fine
When I'm high
I'm fine
If I'm high...

You've got the touch with your beautiful mind
A tattoo'd heart with nothing to hide
I see you
You're not blind
A touch was enough so for now I'll get by
And I will
Defend or die
There is nothing wrong with my
Eyes see you when you smile
Come over here and sit for a while

Sometimes beauty comes
Around with the perfect face that makes
Reality not seem like such
A bad place

Join up and watch the fire
Another night of desire
Nevermind just enjoy the seen
Eventually we wake from the dream

We make our own choices for good or for bad
To walk our road not alone or sad
Cause true friends like you, help till the end
By grabbing you back from the edge
And...
When all I sought was some forgiveness
Another scar formed under the surface
That brought a thought I don't want to admit
But is tonight the night we lost a bit?
I'd pull you away to escape again
I know I'm a fool when I said
**** it again another day
But in here never say
We won't go back to like we were
If simple lessons are hard to learn
Can't be who we were before
Our heads are up but we're dead on the floor
An excuse is how it looks in my head
A reason that doesn't need to be said
So...
Put yourself out there and I'll show you me
I will let you in if you want to see

Acceptance, is what I see
When I look into your eyes
My heart was so heavy
From all of the lies
I spend time alone
thinking of you, in my head
All I want is your mind
spread, across my bed

For all the mistakes that I've made
I'm surprised I'm still alive
Its two o'clock in the morning
All I think about is the time
My days get better
Every time I see your face
Makes me feel like
I'm finally, in the right place

Cause, my sweet
You make me, a better man
Hard choices are easy
When you're my reward, in the end
Speak from the heart
And live with your scent
When you are around
Time's better spent
Together with you
I feel like I know
That if heaven, were real
In the center, you'd glow
So I don't feel like
I need to say any more
honesties all I have left
and My dear, I'm yours

I only write this for one set of eyes
When I hug and see you
its my best prize
My world is what you have become
Never forget, I show what I have done
To be true and love is all I can teach
And always be here just within reach
For you alone I will always set aside
Everything and anything, even my pride
Cause you mean more to me then I could write
And it's okay cause for you I'd fight
All big or small
Through thick or tall
I will patiently wait
And be here for you, never late
And I make this promise like never before
That if I don't come
then I'm dead on the floor
Nothing stops my love even if it turns blue
Cause as the time moves on
I miss you