Asking yourself if you're enough
While people forget about your existence
Creates a new type of pain
A pain that makes you wanna tie yourself
Gently grab a steel bat and start slamming your face till your drowned in blood.
A strong ache fills your chest
And you wonder with yourself
Am I enough?

Another sleepless night, my mind floating around the room trying to find the reason.
A message comes and the heart stops for a second, guts shrink to the size of a nut, a smile comes to the face but the mind is drowning in sadness. A perfect story lived a million times in my head, but knowing that dreams never come true!