Melissa Juarez: Poems

827 · Jul 2014

Melissa Juarez Jul 2014

Your ******* them girls, disrespecting me
You don't see how your lies are affecting me?
You don't see how our life was supposed to be?
And I never let a guy get that close to me
And you aren't cracked up to what you were supposed to be
Your always gone, you'd always be where them hoes will be.
And this is the first time i'd spill my soul to you.

773 · Sep 2014

The worst

Melissa Juarez Sep 2014

The worst

A week before my birthday you decided to act up. With even mouthing, "I don't give a ****" I know were broken up already, but that whole time you had to yourself who were you *******? I know for a fact you repeatedly ****** with me emotionally and physically. You were wrong for saying, " If I didn't want to be with you I would have told you to kick rocks sooner, why would I waste my time and yours?" You should of told me to kick rocks sooner. Now I'm laying here with embarrassment and sadness because that whole time you had time to yourself you had an older mistress roll you around her ***** money and ****** comfort.

567 · May 2014

Depth over distance

Melissa Juarez May 2014

Depth over distance

You didn’t call to say you missed me.

You didn’t call to say you cared.

And just like that, we were over. Easy.

I half laughed.

Half cried.

Didn’t know if it was the jet lag or if I had just gotten used to sleeping in late and calling you mine.

But the whole time, your bed was low and flat.

Scarcely six inches off the ground.

At any point, I could’ve stood to my feet

And walked away.

458 · Jul 2014

"I don't give a fuck" were your words.

Melissa Juarez Jul 2014

"I don't give a ****" were your words.

I called instantly to resolve our problem. You hung up. Worst part is you didn't hesitate to...

389 · Jun 2014

What if..?

Melissa Juarez Jun 2014

What if..?

If change really existed how would you take it?
In other words If I told you I'm carrying an infant of yours
Would that turn your whole life around?
Would you stop running the streets and act like a man?
Or go on with this immature behavior of yours running the streets selling Dope convincing yourself it helps, but in reality all it does is tear You apart not only you but us.
You think I enjoy watching you inhale that herb going onto a different world of an illusion?
Or watch you grab onto that cigar because it "calms" you down?
Or let me remind you of the time you got locked up, saying you were sorry, but simply got back to where you started
I know your hurting I see it in you there's a reason why we've come this far Right? two And a half years already I'm still here.
Now tell me what if that infant of yours came out with those gazing eyes
With your cute smile that I can still picture from when we first started dating.
Now tell me how would you take the existence of change?

#nothingsbeenthesame #imisstheoldyou #iknowyourgoingthroughalot

355 · Jul 2014

M.J.

Melissa Juarez Jul 2014

M.J.

They say it takes twice as long to forget as it was to get to know so now I'm sitting in my room talking about six days down & six more years to go..

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