She is on the rocks and every smile he throws at her
Makes her less and less stable, knocking her back, making her regret
All the times she said something, all the times she never said anything.
She wants to be howling again
Howling at him, at the stars and the moon, at the world
So that everyone knows she can feel something
And that she isn't just a cold and heartless wretch
Who knew the meaning
But forgot the feeling
Of love, of hate, of pain, of pride.
She doesn't know that she is perfect in his eyes,
In everyone's eyes.
She tunes out the affection
That she so desperately craves.
She is convinced that the world is working against her.
It has been working in her favor ever since she brought into
The world she thinks to be so harsh.