**** was growing inside of me each time your eyes looked at me
my heart smelled like orange juice in the satin sun
and hot coffee was running through my veins
promise me you wont be sad if i don't speak to you after
we have been making love in the grey april air
my bones are just getting weak and fatally tired
and my mind is spray tan with a smell of pure summer
drifting away in the honest sea
i will never forget your electric eyes
with blue glitter and a hint of cute candy drugs

i touch my lips to his; they taste like butter until he starts losing weight
i find two ladders on his body- ribs and scars.
i love him like red sky in the morning. pushing my fingers into his mouth is like Christmas Eve.
his lips on my skin burn holes; big enough to drown in.
he tastes like peaches. like peaches and honey. like peaches and honey and sugar. he teaches me how to hold my breath for a long time and how to relax all my muscles underwater.
i was very little when he loved me and so i didn’t understand
that he was trying to drown me

**** everything that
stops your dreaming
kiss the blue hunger
devouring your chest
poison the demons
that suffocate you
pull the weeds that
stop the red flowers
paint your soul in
the shade of the
moon
and be with him or her
who makes you feel
like everyday is your
birthday