What to do, what to do
On a boring day that has really no meaning
But yet everyday is a gift not a choice or a right
Or maybe it's not the day but the moment of the day
Or perhaps not the moment of the day but yourself
These have to be the questions that haunt me.....

Rising black puffy smoke appears from the trees,
Destroying everything in its path,
Bright colored wild flames are at  the top,
The crowning flames become a firestorm as fires' heads combine,
The only thing I can think of is unstoppable,
Unstoppable memories will always be in my mind
never being able to forget such frightening images,
Trying to stop it would be useless,
Useless was exactly the word for the trees,
Over and over it was getting harder to breathe,
It was taking life from the trees and me,
Last heartbeat's fading in the night,
Finally after what seemed like forever it was over,
Dark crumbled ashes lay beyond my path,
Nothing is all I will ever see

Whenever you need a shoulder to cry,
I'll be there to catch your tears
I'll keep your secrets locked within,
And never will they escape my lips
I'll show my love,
In your times of trouble
And never frown I ask of you,
Because I'm falling in love with your smile
And when you can't find me above or behind,
Always remember that I'm beside

The only thing that I will always remember is that
You were hard to find,
And will be impossible to forget

I wake up and sit up in bed
I sit slouched and try to get the wheels in my head to start
I finally stand up and drag my feet to the closet
I pick random clothes and head to the restroom

After I take a shower I don't feel as lazy as before
Now I skip joyfully to the kitchen to find something to eat
I get some eggs and orange juice which is the usual for me

Now that I finished eating I feel more energetic
So I run back to the room to get my shoes
I put them on as fast as I can and find the brush
It doesn't take long to brush my hair

At this point I feel I can take on the whole world
I run as fast as lightning to the door
And only open it a crack
Take a deep breath and let it out slowly
Then open the door it's full length
And I get out the door to say:

"Hello world!"

One day I will fly away,
I will break from this cage
In which they have captured me
And spread my wings
To escape from this god forsaken place.

I will spread my wings
And fly in the blue open sky,
I will welcome the wind just as it welcomes me
And fly over the bright colored cities,
I will see the rivers, oceans, and the seas,
And even do things the way that I please.

I will see the wonders of the world just as they see me,
But until then I am....here
In this place that I don't want to be

Alcohol is like a Drug
You drink it as if it was water
Alcohol use to be considered an illegal drug
You want Alcohol everyday
Alcohol destroys a family
But yet you still drink it
Alcohol is the reason most people die
But you say you don't care

And that is why I VOW to never drink!

"Turn around!"
"No matter how hard I  try I can't get you to come back!"
I wake up and gasp for air,
And I feel stupidity growing within becuase I'm talking to nothing
I only dreamth of you walking away from me
Then my mind starts to wonder uncontrolably

If only I could show you the old photos of me and you
Or the notes that we use to pass during class
Or even remind you of how we use to push eachother on the swing
Or the day that we were in the Halloween parade
Hopefully I could get the chance to tell you of the parties we had
I wish I could tell you everything or anything to get you back
Oh how I can only wish!

If I had the chance to talk to you again I would give
my heart out to you,
To show you that I cared
But would you show me the same thing?
Would you be the same person as before?

You've changed to much and I'm now in Despair...