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196 · Apr 2014
Square 1
Iris Rebry Apr 2014
The beginning
And it seems like
The next hill is
Unattainable,
Too tall,
Too scary,
And you're an ant next to
A mountain,
And you wonder why
You're here in the first place?
I too have crawled across those cracks and crevices, crying out in confusion and complexity. Crippled.
I too have thought it was impossibility
That held me back
Broken
Hoping
That this was destiny
That it isn't too big for me
And that impossibility
Is possibility
I'm so tired I let go
And for an eternal moment
I am falling
Breathless, heart pounding in my ears
I am terrified.
And when I fall, I land, perhaps
For the better
In square 1
And it's back to the beginning with me
Is square 1 really that bad?
We have to start somewhere.
Why not here?
Why not in the silent solitude of square 1
Sometimes I wonder why I must start over
Why am I so frail
So weak that it can't be attained
But there is always hope
And life allows plan Bs
And second chances
And perhaps one day
I  will climb that mountain after all
And look into the blistering sunlight
And see tons of other ants
That we're brave enough to do so
194 · Apr 2014
None day
Iris Rebry Apr 2014
Some days it is better
To be silent
Some days it is better
To be as frail as a feather
One day I will be known
For a name not my own
One day I will see the face
Of God almighty
And witness his amazing glory
And none day I will be who I secretly
Hope to be
None day, not some day not one day
But none day
For that is the realist inside of me
The inner critic
They say none day
Because it can't be done
I cannot explain what I have done
None day I will understand
None day others will
Understand my intentions
And I will be
Accepted
193 · Apr 2014
Where did poetry time go?
Iris Rebry Apr 2014
They say,
creativity is good for the soul,
they say music
soothes the savage beast.
they say, they say all the want...
who cares about them,
are not children children
and adults adults?
Is there no difference between right and left?
And here I'm supposed to write about the lack of poetry,
or at least time for poetry.

Everyone held a balloon
that day.
A balloon full of their words from their poems.
And with a flick of your tongue,
and smirk of your face,
you popped the twenty something
balloons in your faithful audience.
And the words came crashing down
on us.
They flew around us
like a swarm of bees.
We were deflated.
We were popped.
And all for what?
More creativity?
More art?
More learning and knowledge?
Something of more worth?
But what is worth more than original poetry?
No it was for someone else's idea.
Someone else's poetry that our own were
sacrificed.
"Next class." was all the reply to
my face that looked as sour as a lemon crushed between
the knife of reality and the table of dashed hopes.
But when the muse calls,
there is to be no stopping her
there is to be no interruption.
She does not come when beckoned,
only when inconvenient.
And so I ask...
where did poetry time go?
Why did you interrupt the muse?  
This is not a protestation,
nor a declaration,
for the nation
of poets with their notion
of to the muse they give their devotion,
and to change that motion,
led to a commotion,
and she disappeared.
154 · May 2014
Writing
Iris Rebry May 2014
And it feels good to be breathing again
Because writing is breathing
And I feel the words flow
Through my lungs
Like water through gills.
And I breathe the language of words
Emotions, and passion.
And I try not to hold my breath.
But sometimes I hold it for days
At a time. And
Each time a little part if me
Wants to die
Because I don't realize I'm
Holding my breath.
So here's to breathing,
Raise your glass high.
And take a
Breath
Iris Rebry May 2014
I like books that end with questions
They make me think
About birds with fins
And humans with wings
And what to do with these pitiful things
Like my life

I like books that end with questions
Because you never get the full
Answer
And you always wonder what could
Have happened?
And if I was that character,
Would it have changed?
And you start thinking again

And I think that's why I like
Books that end with questions
Because I have started to think again
And it's been so long
Since I last began
So I'll try to never
Stop

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