you watch these people fall
but you help not, and just hold it all
you ran to the wall of darkness
thinking of yourself as being fearless
but this wall, is where you slip an fall
you try to get a grip on this lifeless edge
and you look overhead
and only see the dead
you cant take much more of the madness
and your state of fearlessness becomes one of sadness
you began to panic
and stat to lose your gripp
until I came here and rescued you
but as I rescued you I saw the desperate few
looking at me with despair
and in my mine I knew this wasn't fair
but when you looked at me
you left me breathless
and in my heart I felt helpless
I saw the madness with no end
and I was left with words that can not defend
when I pulled you into safety
my soul left me
and my soul left me because
bang bang
you shot me down
bang bang
I hit the ground
bang bang
that afoul sound
bang bang
my baby shot me down

From a distance I saw you looking at my living corpse
and you saw this as an opportunity for victory.
I looked into your beautiful eyes
without knowing your endeavors I could not deny,
for I thought I saw a truth that would never lie, that would never hind, that would never die, that would always survive and bring me life.
But you tricked me.
I thought to myself
" Would you love me in my frozen time
or are you hungry for that flesh of mine".
I could not do anything but make believe
that you would never try to use or abuse  me.
I thought you showed me love
but I was so ignorant for I never knew that this was not a sign from up above.
I was so ignorant for i knew not of what love was.
I never knew that this was all a lie
so I just let the time fly and pass me by.
I still felt care
thinking that you would always be there.
But you tricked me.
You knew that I was weak and fragile
so you came at me quick and agile.
All this time I was living a lie
a lie that I tried to deny.
You set me up for a trap,
and your endeavor was successful
so you felt humble.
You bit me on my neck thinking this would be the end of me
  biting relentlessly.
But I tricked you.
Yes I was dead and you ate away at my flesh
but this time I was not the fool.
I was poisoned my body filled with it
and you bit and consumed all the poison.
I tricked you.
I didn't see you as one of the desperate few,
so I couldn't trick you or defend against you
but I did do something great.
I tricked you.
I protected the other few
so they wouldn't be consumed by you.
I killed you to protect the few
and now who's the naive fool.
I tricked you.

Find the truth beneath the lies.
Look past those watchful eyes.
Do not stay still and let time pass you by.
Be free and fly and do not hide.
Just know this.
If you try hard you will succeed and survive.
And together we'll rise.

I will find you sitting timidly, quietly and hopelessly in the hallway.
I'll see you looking down crying and you'll be thinking to yourself that you have no faith and that there's nothing left inside and out.
Like you have nothing left at all.
But I'm here to find you in your darkest, most timid, hopeless, and quietest hour.
I will find you
I'll be there to hold you close to me, with your head on my heart and my head on yours.
I'll be there to feel your pain and protect you from the relentless rain drops that fall down so hard and mercilessly on you.
The rain drops that cut through your skin, like a hot rusty blade that's been poisoned with evil and hate.
Make no mistake that I wont be here for you, for your sake.
I will find you.
Ill be there waiting for you, ill always be visualant just waiting for you like a dog who's been waiting so long for there owner to return.
I'll be waiting for you to help you, and ill never leave your side.
I'll be your rock, your strength, your mountain.
I'll never fall, I'll never weather away from you, I'll be strong for you always, I'll stand strong and tall for the both of us.
I will find you.
When you say you love me, know I love you more.
When you say you need me, know I need you more.
When you say you trust me, Know I trust you more.
When you say you love me, just know I love you.
Just know I adore you.
Just know I adore you.
When your scared in those dark times, i'll be the light to help guide you.
When your in that dark place, ill be that light, the bright star, to not only guide you but to assure you that there's hope and that there's a brighter side.
Oh how I love you so.
I will find you.
I will find you.
I will find you.