This ADHD
Is a part of me
I'm sorry my disorder
Keeps me out of order
I try my hardest
I promise I am not a narcist
It’s hard for me to concentrate
I just can't think straight
These words all look the same
That's just my brain
I'm sorry I'm really trying
Even when I feel like crying
I just can't seem to understand
Things don't usually go as planned
I'm really not a hoarder
This is just my disorder

i'm falling in love with a version of myself i do not recognize
who is this goddess standing before me?
i merely thought it was you in a different form, but its me
after all this time i finally see my worth

but i still see you in me

rock  bottom
im gone
!crash!
i didn't survive
i can hear your breathe
im soaked in your tears

breathing in the water
waiting to slaughter

where is the air
how is this fair

blood splatter on white sheets
your body is alas complete

ill take your hand and go about
so everyone knows there no doubt

i am as committed to us
as the mirror commits to my reflection  

this hazardous famine of your love
spreads dandelions to my grave

where i am forgotten