A wave crashed on me this morning...
And without thinking i allowed
It to take me with it, for reasons i got
None to protest, surrendering myself, getting drowned
Nevertheless it was a phase, a time i regret
Rationality didn't find place beyond the tears
Clouding in my eyes, forcing me to accept
That what couldn't be, all that my heart fears
Drowning, deep down, world whirled past
Eyes blurred, hands going numb
Darkness surrounded me, great shadows it did cast
No i didn't see the sun peeking from behind
Shut myself up in the world i was
Who knew nature would be that kind
Offering a hand to pull me back
A picture of what i did then came to me
A form of nightmare, that took my wits
I know was the stupidest thing to do
And with open eyes i did see
The bitter truth of life...Its not I
Who decides what i am to be....
So all that i got, is a meek sorry :/ :(