You had complete control over me
My mind, body and soul
Was yours to have
Making me shake
With every painful word
Every kick and hit
You used me for your dark amusement
Now that I finally got away
All you want is for me to be with you
Because you see now
I had become a part of you
You loved me
Because you hated me.
*i.c.d

Midnight comes
Right on cue
My restless bones
Never quit moving
Aching and throbbing
For relief
That never comes
Hoping
To have one more sight
Of your perfect face
But it's too late for that
Because you told me to go away
So I did.
*i.c.d

Looking up at the night sky
it resembled a dark blanket with billions
of tiny holes
where the stars light shines through
I stared up at the beauty of it
it's something we see every night
a sight we take for granted
it was exactly what our love was
beautiful
but something we never even thought about anymore
it never made us catch our breaths
like the stars do tonight
But one day we will both find a love
so bright
it will put the night sky to shame.
*i.c.d

Someone once asked me
why I love the moon so much
I turned and said
"one part of the moon is always hidden
I think people
just like the moon
have a part of us
we never show
we keep it hidden from the world
we are full of
craters and imperfections
but are still beautiful
in our sweet loneliness."
*i.c.d