for me? <3

i blew my nose today(:
isn't that great?!

you knew me more than anything,
now i mean nothing,
im another girl that says
"i love you"
i thought it was true,
i fell for it again,
thinking that i could possibly meant more than three words
the only three words that broke me down,
made my heart skip one thousand beats,
told me that you cared for me..
but its all old news,
just like me,
you,
us.

we could leave tonight, and go anywhere in the world..

we can dance across the faded purple sky..

we can scream at the top of our lungs, just to get one point across..

maybe on the way, we can stop and spend a day;

lying on the beach, saying our goodbyes under the beautiful night sky.... <3

there is this note i hold so close.. the last one that you passed.. the one that you told me all your feelings.. the one that you told me you messed up.. the one that you mentioned over and over again that you loved me but then i realized it was false hope.... the one that said you would do anything to have me back.. well im over you, you are my past.. i hate that you could simply move on so **** fast.. you make me sick beyond belief.. did you think that you could call me yours and the throw me away? who do you think you are, youre not the guy i fellin love with and youre not the one that i always wanted, and youre not the one who made me laugh when i had nothing left.. but you ....
i thought that you really ment every word you came to say.. but come to find out you were the one guy that tells every girl they are your forever, and that you love them and only them.. every single girl you meet is your babie girl and everytime you sent a random text it was for another girl and not me. i hate you so ******* much i want to dance upon your grave, i hate you more than every tear i cried for you, and i regret you more than anything.. i hate myself for loving you! and i hope you feel the same way to.

we could trick this town,
burn this city to the ground,
fall in love,
as the silent raindrops fell..
we can fall into the pit of trust,
and speak of nothing;
were simply....
just us <3

touch me,
hold my sides as you sway with the beat in the background,
take me and face your fears with me by your side,
show me that this is everything that you want,
turn to me and tell me how you feel,
kiss me in the pouring rain,
then sit there with me until we catch a cold,
take my hand in yours and never let it go,
make me your best feature,
so when we grow old we can look back and remember,
not the bad,
not the broken,
let us remember the nights where we could hear nothing but our breathing,
our silent screams and hushed whispers..

deeper and deeper i fall..
i see only him, avoiding all..
i love the way he kisses me,
they come so sweet and naturally..
he holds me tighter and tighter now,
as we dance upon these clouds..
stuck in our fancy dream,
together forever is how it seems.

dance with me; until the leaves on the trees come loose.
swing with me; until the stars shift above us.
say you love me; until you run out of breath to speak.
take my hand; and never let go of me.

just go away....):

i can be the sun when you need the warmth,
i can be the breeze when you need fresh air,
i can be the moonlight when youre walking all alone,
i can be the lyrics to your favorite song.

i can be whatever you tell me to..

but if you want me to be somebody else,
then i would change<3

i hate to see that one girl,
fall completely in love with that one boy,
just to find out,
he only loves her,
for all the wrong reasons.
so take this to heart....
and remember the next time that you see that boy....
tell him that you have nothing left.
tell him that you loved him for who he was,
and it would be perfect if he had too....
tell him then you know it's crazy..
but you found someone new.

a smile, an expression....
simply amazing....
so unique; in its own way....
shy, but so bold.
speaks a thousand words.

a kiss, an emotion....
gentle, kind, caring....
closer and closer....
soft and certain.
my lips on yours.

How must the words entangle around my tongue,
                                      To prove these words have meanings,
One word has more than one.
                                                                                        You tell me that you're sorry,
                                                                                                                     But i can tell you're wrong,
                                                                          You left my cold and lonely,
You knew it all along..

my heart on my sleeve...............

if you didn't want to do it then why would you?
to break me down,
to see me fall?
you knew i loved you after all.... /:

you heard my breath leave my lungs,
and yet when i hurt, you found it fun?

you broke me down about twelve times,
but never have i been so fed up with lies....

a simple phrase, like i love you,
i've heard it before, it's nothing new]:

now you regret what you have said,
think to why it ran through your head..
would you like to lie to me?
unlock my heart.. you have the key..

and now you say you wouldn't do what you did..
and i laugh at you, stupid kid </3

can she not just go away....

for a split second, i thought that you would leave,
my voice became hushed, and my eyes were tearing up..
i looked at you and said, if this is what you want,
and you took me by the hand and said,
never in a million years, could i leave you here,
i fell in love with you, and thats what you shall hear..
never think im going to leave, or take you for granted. i love you with everything i have.. without you, i couldnt make it.. <3

no birds fly about the sky;
all the flowers start to die.
the frost grows upon the ground;
snowflakes fall upon my crown.
take the power in my hand;
peer my eyes upon great land.
covered in a white blanket;
wondering if our love can make it.
this winter grows on me;
telling me to become the cold.
i fall for the trick;
i grew like ice;
so **** thick..

stronger and closer i grow to him,
he knows so much about me,
he knows that im afraid to show people who i am,
he knows im afraid to lose him,
he knows i love his sweet sweet kisses,
even on the worst of days....
he knows that these very poems are what i feel,
and how i've never had anybody try to get to know me,
so he took that time,
and wrote this line,
about our love,
and how he's mine. <3

is it true that how i act is completely different then how i feel?

now take one step back.

if you never met me before, would you take the time to get to know me?

or would you walk by thinking that im the same as everybody else....

if you only knew my name and what i looked like; would you try to say you know who i am?

or would you be truthful and say you know my name, not my story....

do you feel it too?
is that feeling new to you?
a tingle in your fingertips?
is it moving up to your lips?
can you feel the butterflies?
did you look him in the eyes?
have you told him how you feel?
did he tell you this was real?
are you staring at the stars?
are you are you forgetting all the scars?
do you know how this will end?
would you rather be his friend?
have you ever felt his kiss?
is he something that you'll miss?
do you know the name of this?
*its called love

where would you be if there was no us?
no me....?
would you be the same you that i fell in love with?
would you still look at me when we passed in the hallway?
or would you turn away and pretend that im not there?

would you be where you are now with out me? ....

you spit out your words like when dragons breathe fire.
you know that you aren't cool so why does it matter?
you act like you know more than my name....
but if you knew me, we wouldn't be the same.

you pretend that i care,
and i act like i don't.
you say that i will,
i say that i wont.