I am only soft for you.
I am only warm for you.
I am only beautiful for you.
I am only better for you.
I am only happy for you.
I am only proud for you.
I am only strong for you.
I am only alive for you.
And I am only here for you.

i want adventure.
i want to be unpredictable.
i want excitement.
i want action.
i want love.
i want the freedom to say and do whatever i want.
i want knowledge and understanding.
i want to witness the most majestic thing in the world.
i want to be a mother to not only my children but to a stranger.
i want to make a difference.
i want to help where it is needed.
i want to give my time to everyone, everything, everyday.
i want to be remembered as a woman who was loved and shared that love.
i want to meet my maker.
i want to tell Him, " i never wanted anything more than to be here with You."

My days with you are seeds
that bloom at night.
Our love is life in agreement.

I write  to preserve what is
-in vain-
still the future's dear to me.

You must understand it is not only
death and lonelyness, that grow with days,
also love & life grow
the warmth of your hand
and friendship, each day.

The first time we met.
I knew it wouldnt be a regret.
THe first time we kissed.
My heart filled with bliss.
When we hang out.
Your all i can think about.
You took me along on a camping trip.
Where on the raft ride we would fall and slip.
I love the way ur nose wrinkles.
And the way your eye has that special twinkle.
Even when we fight.
In my heart i know everything will be alright.
When im near you i think of love.
Which reaches the heavens above.
You take me to church.
Where for God we search.
I call you Dear Heart.
Because ive loved you from the start.

The sun hits your face,
illuminating your perfection,
your faults.
I want to focus on the good,
pure you
but I can't, it is impossible to do.
I promise myself I'll try,
try to look past the pain
that you have inflicted.
But instead, I focus on the hate
I feel
as I burn you with my eyes of anger.
You succumb to sleep as I say goodbye.
Goodbye.

One word answers
with lies in between
echoing off my red walls
into caverns
and mazes contained in my mind

Solution in the center
you just have to dig
find my heart beat
and snap off a piece

No pain will i feel
the missing pieces are substituted
with those one word answers
and the lies
coat my eyes perfectly

For when im blind and dumb
the red wall barricades
cant constraint
burden or bury
what was mine initially

Remember to love forever.
Speak in songs and compliments.
The countless unconfidents
Know only to love for never.

Wrestle the bonds that hold;
And locks and ropes.
Break the chains and mold.
Remember the joy of hopes.

Rescue that child inside.
Do not let your fancy tie,
Serve you like a mask to lie.
Rescue that child – cease to hide.