Just him standing near
for whom i may not be dear,
gave so much warmth and support.

Just with those calm look
that he gave ,was like a hook
holding me not to fall in the ground.

I wanted to hold him so that he does'nt run away,
from the truth of pure honest feelings.

A desperate desire to caress him once,
creates an intoxication that i wanna preserve
cause now am addicted to it.

I won't run after him
and wouldn't ask where is he?
because i know i won't get any answer.

But if i do so,
it would be to remind him
that -
there is someone who cares
not in a hope to be with him,

But in a hope that he never forgets
who he really is and what is he doing!

The thoughts in mind
all tangled...locked
sometimes wandering somewhere there
sometimes hovering still here
shouting and crying in grief
like tides of sea striking against
the ruthless rocks and
trying to cut it through and break free
and let it go ahead
is like moving mountains
to attain the state of calmness!

the ultimate peace - NIRVANA

I am swimming in the infinite darkness in search of an experience,
I don't even want to control my breath to give myself a chance to my physical existence,
Satisfying my thirst with the venture of exploring the depth of those mesmerising enigmatic eyes of yours.

HOPE  is what pushes us each and everytime,
to move on ... from monotonous miseries of daily routine.

TRUTH  is what makes us curious and anxious,
to find out hidden meanings of life.

REGRETION  is what makes us alert and conscious,
to save ourselves from the feeling of guilt.

EXPECTATION  is what defines the reason of being so human
because the truth is we always hope to get things better and to escape the regretion
and be strong but from inside we can't do.