so everything is not supposed to be
just like everything is
i like the way it makes me think
that some things are here to stay

when oblivion is fearless
and when betrayal  is powerful
i wonder if you will come close
for just another day

some days i think not
everything around is numb
but when light pours through
the empty holes of my soul
i know that you might

You looked at me with
those beautiful eyes of yours

Your hair was messy
but little did you know
that I loved it that way

And you'll never know
I lost the moment
like I always do


But what even made me think
that I was good enough
For someone like *you?

I imagine too many things
And I'd like all of them
to happen

But never has one
been that
lucky

Sometimes all I feel is sadness
It's floating through my body
Crushing all signs of happiness

I don't know what to do
Though I think

I've considered bad things
But always managed to
Keep my mind off

And that's what lights up
My body

When the sadness
Has left everything
To be rebuilt

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