I watched you drive away from me that cold November night.
We had had a pleasant day because, we'd made up from a fight.
With our latter byes, We wrote each other cute love lettered lines.
We promised each other love forever, patience, and better times.
The crime I made that day was subtle, a white tulip of a lie.
I told you one word, a simple, fragile "goodbye".
A single moment in time, shook my tattered life.

I spent most of my time thinking, this thought has came with ease.
You've made me drop the bottle so, maybe you were made for me.
You're all I've really hoped for, you're everything I need.
Just give me you, some time, and the road ahead to be pleased.
Your smile grows trees, and your grace flows like blown leaves.
My love for you keeps growing, like a seed, it just seems to exceed.
So for you I proceed to be crazy. I can't help gazing at you.
You're amazing. Eyes blind, glazed over.
Your face frozen in my mind like an aurora blazed over the sky.
Hazy memories phasing back, shining bright like stars in your eyes.
I praise you. I crave you. I love you, never hold one above you.

For this day will be the last you spend alone,
Because baby, when I come home. I'm gonna make it known.
That everyday I spend with you is a holiday,
I need you by my side, never any other way.
I'll always be yours forever, I'll never go astray.
I'm gonna love you and keep you strong. I hope that's okay?
So I give you these words, as my digital bouquet.

My relations are my downfall. I fell for an angel that fell from the constellations. Defamation through conversation, she chose over contemplation. She's dream chasing, while it's her I'm chasing, displacing my thoughts to her until the day she'll erase me. I long for her to embrace me, I feel so cold like a bullet shell casing, tasting the metal and copper. bracing myself for the devastation, she's so devastating. I'm impatiently patiently waiting. Wasting away day by day. I feel like I'm living with nothing more to say. Life is hard, you gonna learn today. What would happen if my life force walked away? I could have sinned or been saved. But I've already paved my way. I may or may not make it the next day. But until the day that I see you, I'll continue to play. Death is the greatest opponent, but a necessary component. I'm sick for the moment. My mind is decaying, all these pep talk aren't gonna delay the, inevitable truth that's at hand. At this rate, I'll never be a 25 year old man. I'm tired of waiting, I have no plan. I made you my future, that's stuck in quick sand.

With simple innocence,
quietly reminiscing.
we are standing alone
we are all alone.
together,
forever.

This is what it seems
lost in our dreams
and we are walking alone
solid we stand
As loud as we can.

We make decisions,
that are bright like stars
lost our minds
we are all alone in this so far,
lost forever,
lost together.

I will wilt like time,
a stolen vision.
but this love of mine,
is timeless time.
we are alone in this
together,
Forever.

Forever,
whatever,
together we're fine.
I have you now,
so forever you're mine.

You never know how much you love her, until you watch her walk astray,
In another mans arms, is where she is today.
You wait for her for years, and fear in tears is where you'll stay.
and every night you dream of her, the one that got away.

You pray to a God you don't really know.
That one day her love for you will grow.
You'd traverse through rain, sun and snow.
Just to see her ocean eyes aglow.

You're left with her pictures, her smile is so wide.
You know you are apart of that, but that's what hurts inside.
You'll always be a friend to her, you'll always be her guide.
You'll stand beside her with pride, even if he takes her as his bride.

She'll always be so beautiful, like an island in the sea.
She'll always be intriguing, so interesting to me.
She'll always be my everything. Everything I'll never see.
She'll always be so far away, another ghost to me.